Easter Weekend

hye! it's April Fool today! No, i don't celebrate it. for me April Fool means nothing. 

talking about Easter weekend, me and Harisah went to Midvalley on last Saturday for the job fair. there were lot of people in the exhibition hall. but none of the position offered suits us. Most of it were related to the engineering and business field. Genting Resort opened up their booth too! But still, we won't drop our resume there! HAHAHA xD. Guess what? once i stepped in to the mall, suddenly i felt like im entering hell! suddenly all those idiot memories between somebody and somebody flew over my mind. i was like "shit!! let's get out of here!". 

On the next day, i woke up at 8 in the morning and prepared porridge for everybody. after lunch, we went out to Selayang, sending the keys to Zain as he was stuck for  3 hours outside of the apartment. He shared with me one story regarding his cyber love. He met up one hot chick on facebook and the girl claimed that all picture uploaded belongs to her. at the end, the girl sent photo to Zain via Whatsapp (if i'm not mistaken) and it was totally different! the girl was fat and not to say "ugly", just that she didn't dress up well. Moral of the story is, you have to be confident with yourself because God created us perfectly in His eyes! 

In the evening, me, Didang, Bibie and Sam went to Giant for shopping and that's how i spent my Easter weekend. Boring isn't it? Anyways, Happy Easter to my friends and family! 

Walimatul Urus Khairul & Ayu

Tahniah kepada rakan sekolej sya iaitu Ayu & Khairul yang bakal disatukan sebentar lagi, maaf sya tak dapat hadirkan diri kerna Kulai Johor itu terlalu jauh dari Kuala Lumpur. apapun sya doakan kalian bahagia dunia dan akhirat. 

Ya Tuhanku, 

seandainya telah Kau catatkan mereka bersatu,

dekatkanlah hati mereka selalu,

titipkanlah kemesraan antara mereka agar kebahagian itu kekal abadi,

seiringkanlah mereka dalam melayari bahtera perkahwinan,

jadikanlah mereka pasangan yang bahagia dan berkekalan 

buat selama-lamanya hingga ke akhir hayat

dan kurniakan lah mereka zuriat yang sempurna, beriman dan taat padaMU,

sesungguhnya Engkau berkuasa atas segala sesuatu,

AMIN.

Rabu Yang Bosan

lukisan yang aku buat semalam masa email tak elok =D 

Hi! Semalam merupakan Rabu yang sungguh membosankan! Guest tertinggal barang kat Royal Hotel lah, tu lah lain kali kalau beli barang mahal-mahal, pastikan kalian masukkan dalam luggage sebelum check out tu double check semua barang! sekarang kan dah menyusahkan aku! petang tu habis kerja lepak ngan Ain kat Sungai Wang sekejap sebelum didang jemput kt LRT Maluri. yang penting makan malam didang yang belanja! thanks a lot lalink! time tengah nak makan tu jugak lah driver call minta tolong barang guest tertinggal, dah tentu-tentu lah housekeeping to songlap barang mahal.. takkan dia nak tinggalkan kat situ. betul tak? pesanan dari saya, be careful with your belongings! Harini sampai office je minta contact details guest si polan yang tak reti-reti nak bagitau dia duduk hotel mana. yang dia tahu, marah-marah cakap asal aku bill dia lah ni lah itu lah, seykeh kepala kang baru tau! okeylah nak sambung kerja jap. sat gi sya dtg balik :)

The Music Festival

Hye I'm back! just wanna share some photos during the Borneo Music Festival which held at The Ship Bukit Bintang on last Friday. Seriously i got no idea on what is happening by the time i reach The Ship, I saw Dewi and few crews roaming around and i saw few finalist of BHF too! 

the event started at 7.30pm, starting with Ms Stacey from Sabah - singing the local Kadazan song and i don't understand at all. i was at the back stage with other crews and the MC of the day recognized  me! He announced me as one of the winners for BHF 2011, and i was like "shit! im famous for 2 minutes!!". HAHAHAHA. thanks a lot darling. u made my day! 

to be honest i am not focusing on the result, since im too busy staring at the new Iban Singer - Mr Donny Lang. O God! He was extremely handsome!! i uploaded a photo with him btw :) 

sigat enda bujang tuk?

Still Standing Here

as everything was over between hubby and the lady, i still wondering how is she now? will she cry all over the night, thinking of didang or she'll move on? it's not easy for me to forget every single incidents but i'll try my very best in order to build the future with him. i do hope that the lady won't look for us anymore. to be honest i'm still worried in case she still contact didang. but what can i do is to be the best i could be. as i told everyone before and as what my friends advised me, be strong and don't give up on what belongs to me. hurmm.. so what should i do now? should i put my trust in him or should i investigate first or just pretend that nothing's going on? CONFUSING. talk about office matter, my manager - Ms Christy will resign soon. O God, i'm going to miss her! thanks a lot for all the advices, help, reminder and etc.. While Ms Vivian will replace her starting from tomorrow. i'll get my best cooperation with the new lady. New job? sometimes i feel like want to try something new outside, but then i don't have enough strength to proceed with it. 

i'll be back soon. just downloaded 2 emails here from Bandung agent. 

Joker Of The Day!

hey it's Friday and the whole office are busy with Formula 01 group arrival. the office was silent in the beginning, but after Ms Kimberly come back from Sunway Lagoon, we started to make joke and teasing each other. this is one of the reason why i'm still here with MP Travel, i  feel comfortable with them. 

2 years of working with them, i got lots of memory and experience which related to the tourism and hospitality industry. i still remember when i was still in college, i don't take the thing seriously. but when comes to the working industry, every single thing that my lecturers taught me were all exist in real life! at first i faced lots of problem, but i learned from my mistake and i'm here today! im able to quote mini group and FIT packages, and as well as hotel wholesale booking. 

2 years of handling the Philippines and Indonesia market, i got lots of new friend and colleague from all over the countries. they were all kind and friendly, especially those who are from Indonesia. talking about the formula 01 incident, late in the evening, Ms Kimberly told us that she just met up with one handsome tour leader from Jakarta and i was like - WOW! ganteng! the whole office keeps on laughing like hell, imagine that we are going to knock on the TL's room in the middle of the night, bring him to party and dot3.. 

alright, i'll update more later. i need to pack my thing. can't wait to meet aunty Bibie! 

Kehilangan - Firman

Ku coba ungkap tabir ini

Kisah antara kau dan aku
Terpisahkan oleh ruang dan waktu
Menyudutkanmu meninggalkanku

Ku merasa tlah kehilangan
Cintamu yang tlah lama hilang
Kau pergi jauh karena salahku
Yang tak pernah menganggap kamu ada

Asmara memisahkan kita
Mengingatkanku pada dirimu
Gelora mengingatkanku
Bahwa cintamu tlah merasuk jantungku

Sejujurnya ku tak bisa
Hidup tanpa ada kamu aku gila
Seandainya kamu bisa
Mengulang kembali lagi cinta kita

Takkan ku sia-siakan kamu lagi

Asmara memisahkan kita
Mengingatkanku pada dirimu
Gelora mengingatkanku
Bahwa cintamu tlah merasuk jantungku

Sejujurnya ku tak bisa
Hidup tanpa ada kamu aku gila
Seandainya kamu bisa
Mengulang kembali lagi cinta kita

Sejujurnya ku tak bisa
Hidup tanpa ada kamu aku gila

Takkan ku sia-siakan kamu lagi. (2x)

Sepanjang Hidup

aku bersyukur kau di sini kasih,
di kalbu ku mengiringi dan padamu ingin ku sampaikan..
kau cahaya hati, dulu ku palingkan diri dari cinta,
hingga kau hadir ubah segalanya..
inilah janjiku kepadamu,

sepanjang hidup, bersamamu kesetiaanku tulus untukmu
hingga akhir waktu, kau lah cintaku, citaku
sepanjang hidup, seiring waktu aku bersyukur atas hadirmu
kini dan slamanya - aku milikkmu,
yakini hatiku..

kau anugerah sang maha rahim,
semoga Allah berkahi kita..
kekasih, penguat jiwaku berdoa kau dan aku di jannah..
kau temukan kekuatanku disisimu,
kau hadir sempurnakan seluruh hidupku,
inilah janjiku kepadamu..


sepanjang hidup, bersamamu kesetiaanku tulus untukmu
hingga akhir waktu, kau lah cintaku, citaku
sepanjang hidup, seiring waktu aku bersyukur atas hadirmu
kini dan slamanya - aku milikkmu,
yakini hatiku..

syg awak Ikhmal,
sampai selamanya, 
aku milikmu..

A wonderful date!

recall back to year 2010, that was the last time i met my father in Danga Bay, Johor. by the time i went there with my college mate for our group assignment. 

18 March 2013 - after 3 years of  "separating" my life from him, finally i met him up at Shah Alam last night. we do have a great conversation, even though i felt very awkward. yah i have to be honest with myself. after hanging out with daddy for 4 hours, me and didang make our move back to KL at 11pm. and early this morning, i try to search on my sister's facebook or twitter. finally i got her twitter account. at first i can't really recognize her, luckily last night daddy did show me one photo of her which was her default picture on twitter. i followed her with hope that she'll follow me back! she's pretty btw. and much prettier than me. she's tall, fair skin and long black straight hair. talk about didang, awak sungguh menggelikan hati! salam minta restu betul! HAHAHA XD

anyways, i'll update more about my family in JHB next time. got  pending quotations here.

daa! 

Cowok Apa Cewek?

Refer to my post title, for sure the thing that i am about to share is related with my Indonesian agent. there was a silly incident here in the office, whereby my colleague - Harisah got one urgent check in at Piccolo Hotel KL. she keeps on resending the email to her sub agent in Jakarta but there's no reply. at the end she decided to call the person in charge. for all this while, we thought that Valdy - (person in charge) was a lady!! 

Harisah waited for 5 minutes while waiting for the operator to transfer her line to Valdy. and the most shocking part when Valdy answered the phone call with an adorable - gentleman voice! she quickly put down the phone and call for me!

"Sha! kau tau tak suara Valdy tu mcm lelaki!!"

i was like what??? is "she" a guy?? i straight away tell her don't ever tell me if Valdy was a guy. i won't accept this! she keeps on laughing and i urge her to send an email to Valdy, just for clarify on what gender he/she is! 15 minutes later, Valdy sent back the feedback! 

--saya cowok mba. kenapa sih? emangnya kamu kira saya cewek? maaf sering buat kamu capek--

i was like hell no!! you pondan operate ke??

k lah! i'll update soon for more shocking stories :) 

daa! 

Shine Bright!

hello all! seems like this is the most happiest post in year 2013 which I'm going to share with the whole entire world! after 3 months of suffering, finally, victory is in my hand! when comes to the end of the "war", I do feel relieved because he's back!! O God, grant us Your grace and mercy!

after a very long conversation and confession with him, hubby told me the whole story, since the first day he met the girl, the first time he dated the girl and etc.. it hurts me a lot. but I'm trying my very best on not crying anymore  even though its hard for me to accept the truth, but still- i forgive him. But I do hope for the best in the future. and yes, Ms M, please, give us the best cooperation you could ever make. there's lot more men outside rather than you keep on waiting for what belongs to me. yes, i still remember the day when you said i got no right on him. but please remember that the people's surround me are against you! none of them stand behind you, except for your colleagues and friends. you do promised that you won't contact him anymore  but still - you broke your promises! so stop asking me why I keep on fighting, do remember that I'll fight for my right and I'll fight for what I love! So please, you may get lost from now on. It's good enough since I didn't personally attack you in your work place. Luckily, I still can deal with my temper even though your attitude was extremely out of control! Okey, I won't write about you any more girl and i won't bother you anymore only if - YOU GIVE ME YOUR BEST COOPERATION. else, you'll regret for the rest of your life. no i won't harm you. no worries, I'm not as bad as what you think right now. but please be reminded that what goes around comes around.

Alright, back to my place now. I need to settle those pending files and guarantee arrivals. See you guys soon!

I'll be back in a short while =) 

Lambaian Kota Bali!

hi! sedar tak sedar sekarang dah Jumaat. besok dah hujung minggu. back to my Bali story, okey. sya usha2 ticket airasia ke Bali, semuanya mahal nak cekik darah. pakej 4 hari 3 malam ke Bali tu pun tak tau bila nak pakai. kalau boleh.. sya nak pergi bulan September! tunggu Mal stabil. dah kerja tetap, yelah sekarang dia tengah sibuk practical..

okeylah. sya tak tau nak update ape!

nak balik dah ni jam 6.. bubye~

Kuatkah Lagi?

Ya Allah,

hari demi hari yang terpaksa ku lalui dengan penuh duka,

namun  ku selalu bersyukur kerna Engkau masih meminjamku ketabahan yang ku sgt perlukan,

Ya Allah,

demi cinta yang tegar ku kejar saat ini,

berilah aku petunjuk untuk yang terbaik,

jika perpisahan adalah yang terbaik, maka Kau kurniakan sifat keredhaan kepadaku,

jika masa depan aku dan dia cerah dengan izinMu, maka kuatkan lah ikatan cinta kami ya Allah,

sungguh aku lemah untuk mengharungi jalan yang perit ini ya Allah,

dan hanya padaMu, ku pasrah dan menyerah,

kernaku tahu, keputusanMu adalah yang terbaik buatku ya Allah,

Kau kuatkan lah hati aku ya Tuhan, untuk mengharungi duka yang ku lalui sekarang,

Kau sinarkan lah kebahagian padaku Ya Allah..

sungguh ku dah tak kuat..

Aminn... 

Rahsia Kekejaman Pengganas Sulu!

sumber cerita dibawah dipetik dari link 

http://www.illustrasiaku.com/rahsia-sebenar-di-sebalik-pembunuhan-pahlawan-negara/

Dia ditembak, namun dia bernasib baik kerana tembakan itu tidak tepat kepadanya Sebaliknya tembakan itu tepat mengena Tuan Ibrahim. Tiba-tiba datang pengganas Sulu dengan parang lalu cuba menetak beliau beberapa kali. Dia menggunakan tangannya untuk menahan tetakkan menyebabkan jari-jari dan ke dua tangannya hampir putus.

Dia menceritakan bahawa sebenarnya yang meninggal cukup sifatnya hanyalah Superitenden Ibrahim. yang lain semuanya terkorban dalam keadaan yang amat ngeri. Pengganas seolah-olah hilang ingatan, walaupun ada anggota kita yang telah mati ditembak tetapi mereka datang lalu memenggal kepala dan merodok perut mayat dengan parang.

Ada antara mayat anggota yang dipotong kaki tangannya. Malah dikorek mata jasad yang terbujur kaku itu. Mereka mahu pastikan musuh mereka benar-benar mati. Zalim dan kejam itu perkataan yang paling sesuai untuk perbuatan mereka.

Dia bernasih baik kerana dalam kesakitan itu, dia melarikan diri ke dalam rumah orang kampung. Dia juga dapat melihat mayat Tuan Ibrahim, diheret oleh seorang anggota yang terselamat ke dalam sebuah rumah yang lain. Dua puluh jam dia bertahan menunggu bantuan sehingga darahnya hampir kering. Dia dapat melihat dengan jelas bagaimana semut datang menghurung luka-lukanya.ALLAH MAHA BESAR, diturunkan hujan dan dia hanya minum air hujan itu.

Akhirnya dia diselamatkan. Kedua-dua belah tangannya yang hampir putus telah dijahit semula. Namun sehingga kini dia masih tidak dapat menggerakkan tangannya itu. Airmatanya berlinang, dia tidak akan melupakan peristiwa pasukannya diserang hendap tempoh hari. Dia juga tidak akan melupakan kekejaman yang dilakukan oleh pengganas-penggans itu. Mereka terlalu zalim.

Al-Fatihah buat Pejuang-pejuang yang yang pergi..  Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam kalangan para syuhada…

Deep Conversation

it's lunch hour and the office are empty. just few of us here, and for sure- the inbound reservation. 

last night i do have a conversation with him, we talked, laughed, i smiled a lot. but i cried before. talk about the 3rd party, he told me that everything was over. is that what i wish to hear before? but when it comes to the end, i don't feel like im winning a battle. i know, the 3rd party won't give up to fight. i saw here blog, her posts. most of it were related to him. yes, he. the one who lives with me for 3 years time. sometimes i couldn't understand the situation. i tried to understand, but still - i don't find the conclusion.

O God! do stand with me now. as i don't know what will happen tomorrow. but i do always hope for the best..

AMEEENN!  

Weekend Activity!

Hey, talk about weekend, that was the most favourite word of mine! guess what? i go for karaoke with hubby and friends at Redbox. Surprisingly when hubby suddenly offered the redbox voucher. as what i know, he is the only person in this world who dislike karaoke. no mind, as long as i can shout out loud! HAHAHA xD

ever since that we went there with his friends, and most of them know our story well, they keep on choosing those song which dedicated to our situation! it was funny when they pointed at him when they are singing the song entitled meraung with some pathetic lyrics like "kemana arah hendakku tuju, bila hatiku rindu padamu, hendak ku cari tapi tak guna kau bahagia dengan si dia...". im not sure either he notice or not that people are teasing him. and 3 hours of non stop singing,  finally - we went back to Selayang, Shahrul's resident. i was so tired by the time, but still - im having fun! thanks dang :)

talking about Sunday, we go for a movie, reading time, chit - chatting and pretend that nothing's going on.. o God, how do i appreciate the moment! btw, thanks a lot Ashraf Ayumi for the cooking book. do visit my house FREQUENTLY if you want to try those recipes! 

talk about Monday? no comment. i hate to come back to office after a day of rest. but still, im here! typing and counting minutes to go back.. 

okey it's 1800hrs local time. got to go peeps! love you all! xoxo 

Jika itu hendakMU

Ya Allah,
sesungguhnya Engkau maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat aku,
sesunggunya aku selalu lemah tanpa Kamu,
tanpa bimbinganMU, tanpa petunjukMU.
Ya Allah,
sungguh aku dh tak kuat utk terus berhadapan dgn dugaan yang Kau berikan padaku,
aku tak rela berkongsi kasih Ya Allah,
Kau permudahkan lah urusaknku, duniaku dan akhiratku,
bimbing aku Ya Allah, agar aku selalu mengingatiMU,
pimpin langkahku, agar aku terus kuat untuk kembalikan cinta ku yang dahulu,
permudahkanlah urusanku, kembalikan kebahagiaan yang pernah tercipta 3 tahun yang lalu Ya Allah,
sungguh ku tak kuat untuk terus mengharungi dugaan yang Kau berikan.
jika dia jodohku yang Kau telah tetapkan,
maka kuatkan semangat aku untuk menempuh rintangan ini Ya Allah,
tapi jika ditakdirkan dia tercipta untuk Hawa yang lain,
maka Kau tabahkan lah hati kecilku ini untuk redha dengan ketentuanMU ya Allah,
sungguh ku tahu, perbuatan dan keputusanMU adalah lebih baik dari apa yang aku impikan selama ini.
jika dia memang bukan milikku lagi, kau tabahkan lah hati ku untuk lepaskan dia pergi,
untuk kebahagian kami bersama.
aku pun ingin bahagia Ya Allah, meskipun tidak bersama dia..

Old Post!

hey! sy jumpa post lama. try nak jawab balik boleh?

Are you dating the last person that you kissed on the lips?

% no comment

What's bothering you the most right now?

% Mrs Tan! As she keeps on chasing me regarding her stop invoice!

Is there someone you will never forgive?

MA*** P**, i don’t know your full name bitch. Since you are so fake, so everything about you are FAKE.

What is the last thing that you put into your mouth?

% cup cake!

Do you think that you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?

%God willing?

Do you smile often?

% I’m the brilliant smile. Even the judges agreed with it (PERASAN)

Are you happy with the way that things are going right now?

% not really, but things happen for a reason. And i do trust i God’s plan.

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?

%my ex perhaps? About 5 years ago?

% Are you someone who worries too often?

% no im not!

What's the last thing that you laughed really hard over?

% just now, with my office colleague – Ms Harisah!

Do you have a bad temper?

% seriously badly yes,

Do you like someone?

% Aaron Aziz!

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?

% short hair, clumsy, sometime looks nerd?

Where do you keep your money?

% anywhere!

Where did your last hug take place?

% on my bed!

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

% depends, sometimes we should hide it, and sometimes we should share it with trustable friends.

Can you lick your elbow?

% no i can’t

What were you doing at 10 p.m. last night?

% went to Tesco with him?

Do you sleep with the light on or off?

% seriously on!

Something you really want right now?

% happiness! Come to mama please! I miss you deadly!

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?

% Can’t remember.. too much!

Is the room you are in right now clean or a mess?

% im in office. Not in the room =D

Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend recently?

% yes, always! I don’t even know why?

Who is the first B in your contact?

% Babuk Miri?

Marriage in your future?

% God willing!

Ever turned a guy/girl down you shouldn't have?

% yes, i still remember him!

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

% never!

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?

% opposite – Sulu Dancers!

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a L?

% who the hell is that? Never!

What side of the bed do you sleep on?

% left!

When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?

% almost every minute..

Are you lazy?

% sometimes!

Are you stubborn?

% always!

Which are better black or green olives?

% black?

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?

% always same, what do you think of me? Am i a bitch? No im not!

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?

% sometimes..

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "A"?

% Ah Mal? Is that true? Hahaha.

Are you someone's best friend?

% for sure!

Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?

% urmm.. learn from my mistakes. That’s it. It’s a lesson.

Do you fall for people easily?

% i am not a bitch. I repeat again, i am not a bitch!

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?

% always.. shit i got so many fans!

Have you kissed somebody in the last 5 days?

% private and confidential ok.

What did you do last night?

% shopping at Tesco.

What were you doing at noon yesterday?

% in the office as usual..

Have you been outside today?

% yes.. go to 7E!

Are you wearing any jewelry?

% Necklace only.

Do you regret doing something?

% that’s my current feeling.

Do you think anyone is lying to you right now?
% yes. I know both of you well. =)

Bulan March!

hi! sedar tak sedar kita dah masuk bulan March! lagi sebulan aku nak convo! convo je ke yang aku ingat? nah.. yang lain campak tepi dulu. duit? harus digali hari-hari.

urmm.. bila fikir balik, aku rasa makin dewasa aku, makin banyak dugaan dan cabaran yang aku lalui. berbanding dengan kehidupan zaman kampus aku dulu. semuanya indah! kawan-kawan, assignment yang tak siap hantar minggu depan pun takper.. tapi sekarang, nak hadap boss, nak hadap office, colleague yang kadang2 tak berapa nak colleague sangat. hurmm.. terfikir jugak nak balik Sarawak. tapikan, malas lah balik. balik sana takda freedom. bukan maksudnya sya x suka dikongkong, tapi yelah dah 4 tahun duduk kt KL. so dah biasa jalani kehidupan mcm ni.

pape pun.. sy selalu berharap, yang apa yang saya impikan selalu menjadi nyata, untuk bahagiakan keluarga dan juga kawan-kawan. soal cinta? aku selalu serahkan pada Illahi. kerna Dia maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk yang percaya akan Dia. God willing!

okeylah.. sya nak sambung balik quotation yang tak habis-habis ni. kang lambat reply ada pulak yang resend! huh..