Deep Conversation

it's lunch hour and the office are empty. just few of us here, and for sure- the inbound reservation. 

last night i do have a conversation with him, we talked, laughed, i smiled a lot. but i cried before. talk about the 3rd party, he told me that everything was over. is that what i wish to hear before? but when it comes to the end, i don't feel like im winning a battle. i know, the 3rd party won't give up to fight. i saw here blog, her posts. most of it were related to him. yes, he. the one who lives with me for 3 years time. sometimes i couldn't understand the situation. i tried to understand, but still - i don't find the conclusion.

O God! do stand with me now. as i don't know what will happen tomorrow. but i do always hope for the best..

AMEEENN!