Still Standing Here

as everything was over between hubby and the lady, i still wondering how is she now? will she cry all over the night, thinking of didang or she'll move on? it's not easy for me to forget every single incidents but i'll try my very best in order to build the future with him. i do hope that the lady won't look for us anymore. to be honest i'm still worried in case she still contact didang. but what can i do is to be the best i could be. as i told everyone before and as what my friends advised me, be strong and don't give up on what belongs to me. hurmm.. so what should i do now? should i put my trust in him or should i investigate first or just pretend that nothing's going on? CONFUSING. talk about office matter, my manager - Ms Christy will resign soon. O God, i'm going to miss her! thanks a lot for all the advices, help, reminder and etc.. While Ms Vivian will replace her starting from tomorrow. i'll get my best cooperation with the new lady. New job? sometimes i feel like want to try something new outside, but then i don't have enough strength to proceed with it. 

i'll be back soon. just downloaded 2 emails here from Bandung agent.