Hello 2011!!!

This is my first time in my life, went to KLCC and joins the others to celebrate New Year countdown! And it was so awesome! I still remembered last time when I was young, I used to watch countdown live from TV. I asked my granny, is it that “gempak” if we celebrate countdown in KL? She answered me, “for sure lah, namapun KL”.

The countdown was so awesome. He hugged me!!! OMG, LOVE LOVE LOVE you IKHMAL!!! XOXO. Fireworks were great – OMG I’m speechless.

end of the year

hey! 364 hari dah aku b'sama kw 2010!! :) friendship, relationship, studies, everything. semua kan ku simpan dalam kenangan, tutup buku 2010, sbb sy nak buka lembaran buku 2011!!!! (:

azam kamek k taun depan tok, mok pa oo? hah! nok paling penting, mok score bait2 time final minggu depan. yearp! mek sikmok gik oleh results kedak apa jak. nang ada urang lain kacak2 results mek mpun cam p*ki. hah, tangga, one of my new azam - stop cursing! hahahahaha. memuki jak disebut ku, cam sikda benda lain gik.lalalala

• mok kuruskan TUMMY ku nok kin membesar kedak urang pregnant tok!!!!
• mok belajar mena2 final year :)
• mok perbaiki diri nok selalu ada mslh teknikal
• mok cari kerja part time rah KLCC
• sikmok gik men2 mun exams!
• mok jadi insan yg taat pada agama. amen.

(taun2 sebelum tok ukan mok mdh x taat, p try to improve myself to be more better in the future)

• mok jadi kakak yg bait k adik ku nok 2 urang ya, Edric & Elvira!!!

urmmm.. selain ya, xtau gik :P

so now tell me your's then!!

since u been gone

ku sangka, langit yg cerah jadi gelap kalau aku kehilangan dia, rupanya tidak.

ku sangka jika hari2 ku tanpa dia, semuanya jadi gundah,

ku sangka jika ku hidup tanpa dia, sama seperti layang2 terputus talinya.

ku sangka jika aku kehilangan dia, aku hilang separuh hidupku.

kini baruku sedar, dia bukan yang aku cari.

kini baruku sedar, yang jauh sempurna ada di depan mata.

mungkin tidak sekacak dia,

mungkin tidak setampan dia,

tapi yang didepan mata, jauh lagi sempurna akhlak budinya.

ya, ini kali kedua aku tersilap memilih.

tidak ku pinta mencintai dia yang berlainan agama denganku,

tidak ku pinta menyayangi dia yang berbeza bangsa denganku.

tapi ku percaya, semuanya di tangan Tuhan.

dengan doaku yang tak akan pernah putus bagiNya,

aku percaya semuanya ku lakukan takkan sia-sia.

novel tentang dia telah ku tutup jauh di dlm hati,

kenangan? takkan ku lupa sampai akhir hayat.

mencintai tak semestinya memilikki.

kini aku sudah belajar menerima kenyataan itu.

ya, aku berdiri tanpa dia. dan aku mampu hidup tanpa dia.

aku yakin, satu hari nanti,

semua kenangan tentang dia akan terhapus dan terpadam dari memori hidupku,

semua kenangan 2 tahun yang lalu,

pasti menjadi sesuatu yang sangat indah dalam hidupku.

mengenali, mencintai, dan melepaskan dia pergi~

itu merupakan 1 cabaran dalam hidup aku.

iya, aku kini hidup tanpa dia disisi.

namun ku punya pengganti baru,

kata temanku, mereka serupa.

tidak bagiku.

meskipun mereka nyaris berkongsi tarikh lahir yang sama,

tak bermakna mereka serupa.

dan selamanya mereka berbeza.

dan aku akan belajar mencintai dia dengan cara berbeza,

takkan ku bawa kesah lalu ke hidup baruku,

dan takkan ku ulangi salah silam ku.

utk jaminan masa depanku.

saya sayang awak Ikhmal.

:)

Christmas Call

This is my first time for not celebrating Christmas with my family. Compared to last year, it was totally different.

Christmas Eve – I didn’t go for my acc class. Hell no! It’s Christmas Eve! I woke up at 11 in the morning. Hahahahaha. Damn! I supposed to go and buy all the stuffs in the morning! Me and my house mate, Stephanie went down to the flat nearby and we bought some meat and vegetables. I spoke to her; maybe I should go to pasar because some of the materials weren’t provided by them. Namapun kedai runcit.

Its 2pm. Ikhmal texted me and said he wanted to send me to Giant Batu Cave. “bagaikan mengantuk disorong bantal”. We bought some rendang paste, fishes, and sausages. I reached home at 3.30pm and I spoke to myself not to waste the time and start to cook! Traceen wasn’t around. Luckily, Joanna didn’t go anywhere that evening.

I cooked my rendang daging and it tasted sedap jugak lah. That is what my friends told me! Hahahaha. (kembang hidung). And the rest, Kak Lisa – one of my house mates help me to cook. Everything was settled at 8pm and I took my bath, rushed to church and at last, me and Traceen have reached church by taxi at 9pm. luckily the church wasn’t that full while we reached there.

Holy night – that was the opening hymn for Christmas mass. Felt like wanna cry, I missed home so much, my sisters, brother, family, all of them. The mass was ended at 11pm and we reached home just 20minutes after it. We invited Natasha and her friend, Fiffy to join us gathered in my house. Ikhmal – he’s the only man of the night. Thanks to him, for everything!

It was a fun night, yes. A night to be remembered. Stephanie, she gets drunk! We bought 3 bottles of beers and yes, drunk!!! Hahahaa. The next morning, none of us, went for the Christmas missal! Hahahahaa. We went to Berjaya Time Square and we watched movie together – Gulliver’s Travels. It was fun. Though we have to hide all of our tears from rolling down, yearp. It’s hard to be far from families while all of them are busy celebrating Christmas without us. When I flashed back all the memories, it was sad. I still remembered how busy I was during Christmas 2006, 2006, and the last Christmas with my family, 2008 in Limbang. And God’s will, I’ll be back for the next Christmas. AMEN.

just for fun!

A. AVAILABLE = nope!
B. BIRTHDAY = 23 August 1991
C. CRUSHING ON = urmmm
D. DRINK YOU HAD LAST = mango juice!
E. EASIEST PERSON TO TALK = God!
F. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT = last christmas by taylor swift
H. HOMETOWN = Serian,Sarawak
I. IN LOVE WITH = IKHMAL! :)
J. JUNGGLE = junggle?
K. KILLED SOMEONE = never ever!
L. LONGGEST CAR RIDE = 5hours journey from KL to Johor?
M. MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR = hate milkshake :)
N. NUMBER OF SIBLING = eldest of 4 and 2.
O. ONE WISH = wish that I can live in NZ!
P. PERSON YOU CALLED LAST = nenek
Q. QUESTION = apa faedah lelaki curang zaman skrg?
R. REASON TO SMILE = smile cause someone loves u sya :)
S. SONG YOU LAST HEARD = Joy to the world
T. TIME YOU WAKE UP = can't remember
U. UNDERWEAR COLOUR = maroon
W. WORST HABIT = laugh like what :P
Y. YOYOS ARE = hah?
Z. ZODIAC SIGN = virgo!

Christmas Eve

It's 1.43 in the morning. Can't close my eyes – mom called me this evening. She told me that all of my cousins were around. She didn’t bake any cakes this year. She just bought some from waterfront few days ago.

It’s Christmas Eve. Me and my housemates planned to cook something tomorrow evening. I am going to church tomorrow night! Yes. Happy birthday Jesus! Thanks for everything!

Dearest angel, fetch me home tonight. I just want to go back. Back to Sarawak. =(

aku masih dara

saya tak ada apa2 komen terhadap tajuk post sy yg atas nie. ni berkaitan filem yg sy tengok petang td. yeah tajuknya "AKU MASIH DARA". "I AM STILL A VIRGIN". now tell me, how many girls in your own country who are still virgin? AHAKS. not going to comment anything about that.

the movie was great, i really enjoyed it.

"Tells the story of three friends, Aleesya, Sofea, and Hani who come from different backgrounds. All three have different interpretations of Islam based on how they were raised. Their different perceptions on religion do not interfere with their friendship until the appearance of Firdaus, Aleesya's religious cousin. After witnessing his cousin's wild lifestyle, he keeps advising Aleesya to change her lifestyle, to the point that Aleesya starts to resent him!"

Story of a man

He was born somewhere in MAY,

He was 19 years old,

He was simple,

He is everything to me.

and i LOVE him :)

my _ _ L ^^

laporan kaji cuaca December

yeah harini saya ingin mengarut di blog sendiri! hehehe. bermula di Kuala Lumpur,

salji dikatakan lebat sehingga menyebabkan beberapa laluan utama di sekitar ibu kota terpaksa ditutup. berikutan dengan laluan train komuter, monorail dan LRT, kebanyakkan gerabak sukar untuk bergerak ekoran dari ribut salji yang sangat tebal melanda kota metropolitan ini. pihak DBKL sedang berusaha untuk mencedok salji yang menghalang lalu lintas.

manakala di bahagian Borneo pula, salji dilaporkan tidak setebal di KL kecuali di kawasan Serian. aktiviti beli belah sempena perayaan Christmas yang bakal menjelang 4 hari lagi sangat dirasai oleh semua penduduk. bagi para mahasiswa dan mahasiswi yang beragama Kristian dan tidak dapat pulang ke kampung halaman, anda boleh bermain salji secara ramai2 di dataran merdeka yang dibuka percuma untuk semua.

Jualan baju2 tebal di sekitar Bukit Bintang juga dilaporkan sangat laris berikutan dengan cuaca sejuk di kawasan Kuala Lumpur. begitu juga dengan kota keriangan di Genting Highland, aktiviti out door terpaksa dihentikan disebabkan ketulan ais di bahagian tasik.

pengumuman bagi Misa malam Christmas di Gereja St Joseph, Sentul akan diadakan pada jam 9.00 malam manakala Misa pagi Christmas pada jam 9.30 pagi. Selamat Menyambut Hari Natal 2010 :)

p/s : semua ini adalah hasil dari imaginasi sy yg cukup kreatif dan mengarut! harap maklum semua ^^

tears

silent night - rindu kpg. rindu mak. rindu adk2. rndu family. nak balik. can i? fiffy bring me back T_T

aku xtau mok pdh pa gik. xtau pahal ku asa emo ilak nektok. sedih ku. suma c'dak dah balit kpg. tinggal aku sorg jak. SEORANG. tau x maksud SEORANG ya? huh. aku sedih aieh. sumpah aku sedih. ku xtau mok padah pa gik. kek belacan, kek lumut, kek batik malaysia, kek hati pari, ya selalu jadi menu utama ku during xmas. sapa ndak mok ganti tempatku bake cakes ya? ada mmg ada. tapi sama ka cam nok ku polah? sama terlebih manis ka kek ya? sama terlebih keras ka kek ya cam nok ku polah? sama kah?

sama x hiasan xmas tree ya? camney ndak suasana serian masa xmas nektok? hah? boleh sapa2 padah ngan aku sik? kacak x st theresa church nektok? lagu pa masa mass? silent night? is it? jam brapa mass christmas eve? ada sapa2 boleh mbak ku g smyg kt sia malam Jumaat lak? ada x? please. :( aku mok balit. serius.

elvira - dari nya lahir, sampei nya dh mula belajar ckp, ku x sambut xmas ngan nya. x pnah. & x dibagi pluang pun. kakak pa ku tok. hah? camney ndak nya sambut xmas? tau x nya pa erti xmas sebenar? aku? tau ka ku pa erti kita sambut xmas? apa maknanya sambut sesorang c'tok? kwn? yeah kwn mmg ada. tapi hati aku rindukan kpg halaman. 4 taun. bukan setaun dua. aku mok balit. please. someone? bring me back T_T

farewell

hey! after 12 years, finally. u're back to Sarawak! welcome home! anywhere, take care of yourself, study smart & merry christmas too!

Holy Night

O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining.
Till He appeared and the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
O night divine, the night when Christ was born;
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!

Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
O'er the world a star is sweetly gleaming,
Now come the wisemen from out of the Orient land.
The King of kings lay thus lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our friends.
He knows our need, our weakness is no stranger,
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!

Truly He taught us to love one another,
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Chains he shall break, for the slave is our brother.
And in his name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
With all our hearts we praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! Then ever, ever praise we,
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
His power and glory ever more proclaim!

berlalu kisah semalam :)

hey girl! wake up! yuhuu. finally sy dah boleh trima hakikat dgn perlahan. Syukur Tuhan. tapi kadang2, rindu tue dtg jugak. tapikan.. huh.

few days ago, aku gi Maju Junction. ku jumpa si ashraf, sama kerja dolok. so nya dtg, tegur ku.

"heyh. masih lagi ngan BF yg dulu tu kee??". aku pun fikir. hah? owh dzul.

"nOpe. no more. knapa?".

"auch. so sorry.. tak sangka plak eaa.. asal break??".

"urmm dah takda jodoh, what to do? :)".

"takpelah sya. nanti die cari gak kw tue".

next :

my own auntie

"feli, kau agik kah ngan zul?".

"urmm sikda aieh auntie."

"so nektok single lah?".

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next :

traceen : sya! berbaju melayu kau?".

me : yearpp. dzul punya. baju biru yg ada kolar pg tadi pun dzul punya..

traceen : i see..

next :

sebulan lebih, baru aku beranikn diri dgr lagu fav nya dulu2. "there's only 1 thing, 2 do, 3 words, 4 u, ILY".

arrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! kemana arah hendak ku tuju, bila hatiku rindu pdmu. :(

Seasons Greeting

it's december! OMG i can't wait for christmas! ahaks, this is my 4th year for not celebrating xmas with my family in Serian. T_T no christmas break, no study week, argh!!

hey! btw KL dah mula mengrismaskn diri! hehehe. these pictures had been taken by me and my friends about 2 weeks ago since KL's shopping mall started to mengerismaskan diri mereka.

Pavilion, KL

Christmas carol at berjaya time square

Pavilion :)

pavilion again!

merry xmas !!!