Should I?

Dearest someone, I just don't know how to tell u about... huh. FUCK. My friend told me not to treat him that "bad" but I still can't treat him like did before. 1st week of the class, I didn't talk with him at all. Just pretend that I'm new and everyone's around were stranger.

My friend said, please forgive him. Start with something new. Agagaga. nO I can't. Once I said no, means that NO forever. I'll give u back the ring if u want. Iyerp. Don't ask me WHY. I am not cruel but, agaga. I have to. I received a text message from him about 3 weeks ago, berbunyi "someone told me u were sick. If its as serious as they say it is, than let me offer u my condolences and hope u make a speedy recovery". by the way thanks for your message. I really appreciated it.

Please, someone told me that u can't forget every single little things about me. berhenti sayangi saya. sebab aku tak tercipta untukmu. aku cintai zul. selamanya aku cintai dia. I'll do anything. saya tak dapat layan awak macam dulu. saya nak awak lupakan saya. jangan ingat apa2 pasal saya. kita cuma mampu jadi rakan sekelas. tu jer. takkan pernah lebih dari tu. saya harap awak faham. dan jangan tanya saya kenapa saya kerap mengadu tentang Zul depan awak tapi saya masih cintakan dia. saya ada sebab saya sendiri. harap awak phm.

Owh So Damn Sweet

Itulah lain kali kalau nak tipu tu cover lah sikit. tok Hidup2 ko bulak ngan aku. sabar jk lah kw sya oii.. apa tek? "kena panah petir aku mun saiko?". sekarang aku dah bukti. so now sapa kena panah? sampai dimaki lagi aku. apa aku nie patung takda perasaan langsung? masalahnya aku bukan menipu. I'm serious bah. kali ku tok rabun pi ku blom buta gik. ya ku padah iboh majal bek kau mengaku kesalahan and minta maaf dgn aku. nah see? sik mok ngaku nak? tok lah akibat sikmok ngaku. sabar jk lah aku! owh kw pdh kw jawab apa yg patut. IC. patutlah panjang lebar. essei panjang kali kw buat ya. :) BTW thanks to that idiot bitch. saya mmg meluat tgk perempuan sial mcm dia. mmg tak pandai insaf. kalau datang Kuala Lumpur pasti ku jual itu di Bukit Bintang. lalalaa. ya tah. jgn kw majal kn mrmpas hak milik urg. kau atu urg bukan binatang murah gilak. What The FUCK. :)

sekian berita dari Sentul Wonderland.

church wedding part 2

I LOVE the rosary!!

Reserve your church as soon as possible!!

Do not be surprised if your first choice for a wedding date is changed. Some churches have waiting lists up to two years in length. If you absolutely have to be married in your church on a specific day, make your reservations well in advance, and plan on a long engagement.

Outside Locations
Although outside ceremonies are beautiful, there is an element of risk involved: Weather! Unfortunately it is not possible to predict the weather for your specific day months in advance. It would be wise to have an indoor location available if the weather turns out to be poor. Regardless of whether you plan to have an indoor or outdoor ceremony, it is important to reserve your location as soon as possible. Some ideas for possible outdoor ceremonies include

• Mansions ( contact the owner )
• City Parks ( contact the director of Parks and Recreation for your community )
• Fairgrounds ( contact the Fairgrounds Director )
• Orchards ( contact the owner )
• Ranches (contact the owner )

		Wedding Reception Why Have a Wedding Reception? To eat, drink and be merry. To celebrate the coming together of two people. Actually, marriages throughout the ages have been celebrated with feasting. However, in some cultures, even till today, the new wife does not attend the feast, or may hold a separate smaller event with other womenfolk.

siti penanggur antara tua

kita tak mungkin bersama, kerna memang tertulis yg kita x sehaluan. aku punyai agamaku, yg ku pegang dlm hati selamanya, begitu juga dgn dirimu. kamu punyai jalanmu sendiri. dan aku tidak akan mengalah hanya kerna satu perkara yg dinamakan cinta. mungkin cinta boleh membutakan mata seseorang, tapi bukan aku. aku punyai bangsaku, adat, agama dan budayaku. mungkin ku lahir dari darah bangsa yg berbeza, namun agama yg tersemat dlm hati aku, takkan pernah ku ubah hingga hujung waktu. aku cintai kamu, tapi tak bermakna aku harus meninggalkan agamaku cuma kerna kamu. aku punyai keluarga, dan haruskah aku tinggalkan mereka hanya buat kamu? mereka mendewasakan ku, memberi aku didikan yang sempurna, mungkin tidak dilimpahi kekayaan harta, namun ku bahagia kerna aku lahir dlm keadaan aku beragama. dan aku percaya, tiada yg menghalang aku untuk terus kekal menjadi umat agamaku, begitu juga kamu. kita hidup pasti punyai prinsip. dan begitu juga dgn aku. aku kekal sebagai diriku. dan tak akan pernah ku ubah fikiran hanya buat itu.

From Kuching to Kuala Lumpur

13 June 2010, kali ketiga aku TERPAKSA meninggalkan tanah air. disinilah tempatku bertemu dgn mereka yg kini menjadi teman seperjuanganku di KLMU.

Hard for me to say good bye but i have to. check-in?

Kuching International Airport.

Pintu Masuk ke Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa, Kuching

13 June 2010 - Argh! have to say Goodbye to Sarawak! yg penting aku sama flight dgn Ceaser. Selamat tinggal Sarawak! Bagiku kepulangan ku tetap tak bermakna sebab aku tak balik ke Limbang. argh. rindunya aku dgn Limbang, aku rindu Limbang. buleh Sakit RINDU lama-lama mcm ni.

My mum asked me, "how's Limbang hoh?".
ku cuma mampu menjawab "Don't know ma.".
"Who's the one yg ganti our tempat oo?".
"An Iban family ma, Aveniues told me".
"IC.. still remember the ampaian we made last time?".
"Yah, Edric loves to panjat the balcony every morning".
"Huh, he was still small last time right?".
"Yah. He always do the sound "ak ak ak" every time when we go to Plaza".
"And he started to cry when we reached home".
"I missed Wang Lian Bakery".
"Me too. I love the buns".
"Huh, how i wish i could turn back time and.."
"And what?"
"So that we don't have to move to Serian".
"Yeah. Still remember we 2 will go to Tamu every sunday morning and we parking at Dermaga Limbang there?".
"Yeah, next to Explanet."
"The ketam was so cheap and the 4 of us loves it!".
"And then your brother go wiwi at Tmn Cahaya every evening!".
"And it's my turn to go jogging with Yaya".
**Laugh**

"Mish Limbang so much Mum, I don't know when can we go back there".
"Someday, perhaps".
"Someday? When is it? Do u feel more comfortable here? I don't think so, mum why don't you apply to move back to Limbang?".
"No I can't. Cause it's too early for us to pindah".
"Damn! I just, Grrh! I mish Limbang, I missed the moment I lambai u guys go kerja every morning and bringing Edric out every evening while waiting for u guys to come back home".
"What to do, have to accept the faith".
"It's a destiny".

Limbang, no place like home.

Church Wedding

ku akan menjagamu, di bangun dan tidurmu, di setiap mimpi dan nyatamu.

I'm dreaming of a church wedding ceremony. Wearing a white dress, holding my dad's hand while everyone is looking at me, knowing that I'll marry the man who's waiting for me at the altar. Church choir, flower girls, families, friends, everyone! Saying "yes I DO" would be the most important moment ever! I'll promise to GOD that I will take a good care of him, my future husband. Please someone, do make my dreams come true.

Father, Ayah, Papa, Daddy, Amang,

20June - Selamat Hari AYAH!! thanks for being the greatest man I ever met.

PAPA ; meskipun aku tidak pernah mengenali kamu, siapa kamu, dari mana asalmu, berapa usiamu, tapi aku mau kamu tau yg aku gembira punyai papa seperti kamu, kamu tidak bertindak utk membuangku, meskipun aku ditinggalkan dan dibesarkan tanpa kasih sayang seorg yg boleh ku panggil "papa", aku bersyukur kerna kini aku telah dewasa dgn sempurna, dan aku berjaya menemui dirimu setelah 16tahun aku hidup di muka bumi ini tanpa mengetahui sapa kamu. trima kasih kerna darimu, aku mampu melihat keindahan dunia ciptaan Tuhan ini, terima kasih ats segalanya pa. berbahagialah hidup mu di dunia & di akhirat. mungkin aku tak dapat membuat dirimu bangga, tapi doaku takkan pernah putus buatmu.
[Mr EDWIN NYINGKI]

DADDY ; Dad, your guiding hand on my shoulder will remain with me forever. i'll promise to make u proud dad. thanks for raising me up, thanks for your love, thanks for treated me as your own daughter, thanks for bringing happiness to my family. thanks for being a good father. thanks.
[Mr JONES TALIH]


DAD ; cannot think of any need in childhood as strong as the need for a father's protection. That's all i can say about a father named [Mr LOUIS JAMAS]. and I LOVE HIM, more than i can say, i can do.