Should I?

Dearest someone, I just don't know how to tell u about... huh. FUCK. My friend told me not to treat him that "bad" but I still can't treat him like did before. 1st week of the class, I didn't talk with him at all. Just pretend that I'm new and everyone's around were stranger.

My friend said, please forgive him. Start with something new. Agagaga. nO I can't. Once I said no, means that NO forever. I'll give u back the ring if u want. Iyerp. Don't ask me WHY. I am not cruel but, agaga. I have to. I received a text message from him about 3 weeks ago, berbunyi "someone told me u were sick. If its as serious as they say it is, than let me offer u my condolences and hope u make a speedy recovery". by the way thanks for your message. I really appreciated it.

Please, someone told me that u can't forget every single little things about me. berhenti sayangi saya. sebab aku tak tercipta untukmu. aku cintai zul. selamanya aku cintai dia. I'll do anything. saya tak dapat layan awak macam dulu. saya nak awak lupakan saya. jangan ingat apa2 pasal saya. kita cuma mampu jadi rakan sekelas. tu jer. takkan pernah lebih dari tu. saya harap awak faham. dan jangan tanya saya kenapa saya kerap mengadu tentang Zul depan awak tapi saya masih cintakan dia. saya ada sebab saya sendiri. harap awak phm.