Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Syawal 2013

haloo semua! sya dah officially jadi warga air asia x! sangat memenatkan tapi i anggap je semua tu cabaran demi masa depan yang lebih terjamin! yeah!

sya balik kampung malam raya, subuh dah dekat nak takbir baru sampai Segamat. sya bercuti sampai Ahad. sekali ngn dia. sampai sekarang still rindu ngn kampung. penat kerja ngn AAX but what to do. i chose it. okeylah sya share sikit gambar raya haritu k. tak larat nak type banyak. sya nak tidoq, besok g Terengganu.

 kesayanganku :)

my very big family in Johor 

Monday, July 29, 2013

Counting Days For Syawal!

sedar tak sedar, minggu depan, dengan izinNya kita akan bertemu bulan Syawal sekali lagi! yeah! ini merupakan raya ketiga sya di Segamat dengan Ikhmal. baju raya tak beli2 lagi sebab tak tau lah nak beli hijau ke kuning ke biru. yelah Ikhmal kalau bawa g jalan TAR memang tak akan berhasil sebab mata je tengok dah rambang mata sangat last2 tak beli pape.

cerita pasal puasa, masuk hari ni dah seminggu saya tak puasa. yelah minggu lepas demam, lepas tu salah makan ubat. jadi overdose! nak tak nak kena datang balik clinic minta ubat kurangkan bengkak dimuka. kesian kan? tapi harap-harap lepas ni sya dah boleh berpuasa balik. lagi dua hari nak masuk 10 malam laidatul qadar. semoga semua selalu dibawah lindunganNya ya!

okeylah. sya pun dah nak last day dah kat MP. nak kena settle mana2 files yang pending. yang tak terbuat tu bagi jelah kat dorang2 nie. okey bye bye :)


Friday, July 12, 2013

When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars

hey guys out side! this song suites those who never cares about their women. just please, don't wait until they dance with other men. you'll be regret for the rest of your life.. 

same bed, but it feels just a little big bigger now,
our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same
when our friends talk about you all that it does is just tear me down,
cause my heart breaks a little when i hear your name..
and it all just sound like uh~~

hmmm too young, to dumb to realize
that i should have bought you flowers and held your hand
should have gave you all my hours when i had chance
take you to every party cause all wanted to do was dance
now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man

my pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways
caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
now i never, never get to clean up the mess i made
and it haunts me every time i close my eyes,
it all just sounds like uh~

although it hurts I'll be the first to say that i was wrong
oh, i know i'm probably much too late
to try and apologize for my mistakes
but i just want you to know
i hope he buys you flowers, i hope he holds your hand
give you all his hours when he has the chance

take you to every party cause i remember how much you love to dance
do all the things i should have done when i was your man!
do all the things i show have done when i was your man!

Impiana KLCC Hotel Resorts & Spa Iftar Session

hi there! it was exciting when Kak Wana invited us to join the iftar session at Impiana KLCC Hotel Resorts & Spa yesterday. the food was awesome. and they served unlimited durian for all the guest and as well as Baskin Robbins ice-cream! oh! thanks a lot to Kathrin & Carrie from their sales department. the room were all nice, nicely decorated and the swimming pool was infinity pool type. awesome babe! seriously. i saw the view of KLCC straight from the hotel. anyway, thanks a lot again to all of you, 5 stars for the food service! woot woot~

 meals
 swimming pool
club deluxe room (king size)

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Ramadhan


hello all, guess what? i'm counting days to leave MP Travel. new journey begin soon, i do hope that i can do my very best with Air Asia X. oh ya, today is the first day of Ramadhan. this is the first year i woke up early in the morning for sahur, prepare meals for sahur and etc. and the feeling was so different compare to previous years, yah im in the beginning of journey to find the truth.. 

it's almost 2.10pm here and i can't deny that it's really hard to fast. but no doubt, i'll fast till the end of Ramadhan. compare to Christian's beliefs, they do have the fasting month which they called "the month of lent", but still for me it is not considered as fasting where by you don't feel how hungry you are and how suffer those who are less fortunate. Christians normally fast on Wednesday & Friday where they take less meal and don't take meat at all, but rest of the days, they can take meat. i'm not mocking Christians beliefs but then this is my opinion. i do hope that readers outside won't blame me for this. i'm hoping for better Ramadhan this year, and in sha Allah, we will meet again next year. 

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Hello Air Asia!


guest what? i was accepted to join the Air Asia family!! read this - 

Dear Felicity Alicia Jones,

Congratulations! Please be informed that you're successful for a recent interview for the position Guest Service Assistant with Air Asia X Berhad.


You are required to collect the letter of offer on 27th June 2013 (Thursday) - 3 pm, at Air Asia X GS Office, next to Nuri Reflexsology LCCT, KLIA. Kindly prepare the following document....


argh! im excited!! 

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Bahagiamu Deritaku by Hafiz

hey check this out, my favourite song by hafiz AF. i love the lyrics. it was so meaningful :)

ku dengar.. kau kau cinta sangat padanya,
ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya.
dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati,
aku menjadi sahabatmu...

siksanya mengakui kau teman biasa..
terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya,
yang pasti aku tak mahu lupakan cinta..
kau percik api membakar kenangan lama,
aku tak tahu menilai cintamu, aku tak mampu pertahakankan

tinggalkanku, perlahan lahan ku terima,
semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
mengapakah aku jadi lemah?
sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu..

yang pasti aku tak mahu lupakan cinta,
kau percik api membakar kenangan lama,
aku tak tahu menilai cintamu, aku tak mampu pertahankan

tinggalknku, perlahan lahan ku terima,
semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahgia..
mengapakah aku jadi lemah?
sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu...

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Father's Day

daddy..
how i wish you were here with me,
by the time i need to be in your arms,
how i wish to see your tears on my graduation day,
how i wish to see your smile on my wedding day,
how i wish to be in your arms every night before sleep,
how i wish to share all my secret with you,
how i wish to tell you how hard i have to go through for all these while,
how i wish to know what is your favourite food,
how i wish to know you more,
how i wish to know your hobby,
how i wish to tell you my first love,
how i wish to share you everything about me.
how i wish ....

happy father's day papa! 

Annoying Human On Earth!

guess what? after the day Harisah resigned from MP, i don't feel like im working in the team anymore. everyone acts like they are the boss and pretend to be the boss. don't you feel annoyed by your own habit?? 

the first annoying human, love to direct people to do this and that! at the end he is the one who don't know anything but pretend to know everything! just only simple stupid invoice also you don't know how to do? so what is the main function of you in this company? my goodness! i am so sick of this! don't you see that i got lots of email to reply? don't you see that i am extremely busy? don't you see that my hands are not enough to entertain your thing? adoi! please lah this is not what people call multi-task. you get it?!

the second annoying human, i don't even know why the company can offer you rm2000 even though you don't have any working experience with the travel agency! wah boss, this is fair and square! i love it!!! and i am sick of it! i'm leaving, soon. no worries. don't try to stop me. and please take a good care of your new annoying beloved staff. she knows how to do FIT, Groups and room bookings. so why should i stay here? she claims that she knows everything! so go ahead! simple notes also you never write down right? so means that you are clever enough to handle those emails! good job! 

the third annoying human, hey i just want to check, are you coming back to the office? is that fair for us?? how long did you join the company? why did they gave you the permission of 01 month medical leave? so who's going to take care of your emails and agents? me? yes i am the one and no one pay for me extra token! non of them! they only know how to direct people to do this and that. yalah, same habit with you guys. i'm sick of it!!!!

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Gawai Dayak 2013

photo of us during Gawai Dayak

halloo all! sya baru balik dari bercuti kat Sarawak selama 10 hari! lama tak? lama la jugak. seronok juga tinggalkan kerja berlambak kat office. yelah masing2 gaji sampai 2k kan takkan xleh buat kot. gaji aku yang sikit ni kena buat kerja banyak. oops!

hurmm cuti Gawai tahun ni boleh tahan best lah.. just that time sya balik kpg tu kebetulan period so tak boleh lah nak terjun sungai! hahaha xD as usual gathering ngan family kt kampung on 1st of June. tapi sya tak pakai pun traditional costume as per requested by ketua kampung. do i care? yalah lepas kumang BHF 2011 sya dah tak pakai dah costume Bidayuh. sebab byk lubang2 dh kena pinjam sana sini. tu yang menyampah bila orang pinjam ada je yang hilang. huh!

best part was when my grandparents gave me 100% freedom to chill out with my friends! hahaha. sya lepak kat tasik danu till 11pm. ulang alik Kuching berkali2. yang penting! sya dah pegi Plaza Merdeka. hahaha. yelah selama ni tengok orang post kat FB je diri sendiri tak pernah pergi.

okeylah. sya nak sambung kerja balik. bye! 

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Irene's Wedding

sincerely wishing you both a joyous lifetime that brings the very best way finest love and joy on angels wings


we're hoping that each wish will be sure to come through in a magical wonderful future
 for a loving couple like you!



wishing that love, joy, wedding wishes and blessings warmly relayed to both of you!

congratulations to Irene & Ivan once again.

oh yah, i want to meet up with my new baby fruit next year. so wish you guys all the best for your honeymoon in Bali next week! =D

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Random


hye all! i'm going back to Kuching tomorrow for my sister's wedding and i'll be back to KL on Sunday and straight away back to Segamat for my BIL's wedding. hey, i got one nice song entitled mama papa larang by Judika to share with u guys. its a very nice lyrics which describe my current situation.

Mama Papa Larang by Judika

Separuh nafasku,

ku hembuskan untuk cintaku
biar rinduku, sampai kepada bidadariku..

kamu segalanya,
tak terpisah oleh waktu
biarkan bumi menolak
ku tetap cinta kamu 

biar mama mu tak suka
papa mu juga melarang 
walau dunia menolak ku tak takut,
tetap ku katakan ku cinta dirimu..

karena kamu bintang di hatiku
takkan ada yang lain mampu goyahkan rasa cintaku padamu

.....

kamu segalanya, tak terpisah oleh waktu,
biarkan bumi menolak ku tetap cinta kamu..
biar mama ku tak suka, papa ku juga melarang,
walau dunia menolak ku tak takut, 
tetap ku katakan ku cinta kamu mal, sampai akhir waktu..

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

the surprise

it's 14 May and hubby is turning 22 today! i ordered his cake on last saturday after work at the Australian cake house which located next to our office at Jalan Imbi. i bought for him the black forest chocolate cake it was extremely yummy!

my friend, Shahrul which was Ikhmal's ex house mate fetched me at the LRT Sentul and we straight away go to Gohtong apartment as he spoke to me that he was there with Azraf. he was sleeping by the time i reach the apartment and he was quit blur  when Zain switched off the light and everyone started to sing the happy birthday song to him. he looked at the cake and i can see that he is totally out off his mind. everyone called for him then only he noticed that i was there! i told him that i got appointment with the hoteliers at Royale Bintang hotel via BBM and the first question he asked was "bila masa awak sampai? bukan kat hotel ke? sape hantar?". 

so here's the photos of hubby during his 22nd birthday. happy birthday syg. may Allah bless you always, now and forever dang. 

 his 22nd birthday cake!

 my baby :)

 us ! 

we fight, we make up, we share secrets over a coffee cup, sometimes you're my friend, sometimes a guide, you are the person in whom I take pride. may you get the best of everything in life, happy birthday to you dear love! 

Friday, May 10, 2013

May Fever

hye human! it's mid of May and im counting days to go back to Kuching! guess what? today is saturday! hahaha. *bongok*

my baby's birthday is coming soon and still, i don't have any idea on how to celebrate it. and teacher's day is coming soon too! happy teacher's day to all my teachers in Serian, wherever you are, and whatever you do now, i do hope that you all are in a good health. thanks a lot for the knowledge for all these while, you guys taught me on how to be better person in the future and yes i did it! thanks a lot to Cikgu Nojip, my Sejarah teacher, thanks for being there for us, for better and for worst, and thanks a lot for being so patient towards me! i knew that sometimes my behaviour is out of your control, yeah still remember by the time you scold me keeps on chit chatting with my classmate while you were busy explaining the 13 May issue. sorry sir! =D guess what? i scored 4 flat in my Malaysian Studies! 

oh ya! happy birthday to my babies Maynie & Effa! finally - you both are now 21 years old! happy happy birthday! good luck for your final year and hope to see you guys in the graduation robe next year - God willing. who else? bimbo! if im not mistaken, 11 May is your birthday right? i saw you that day but i pretend that you are invisible. we are going to baby Hannah's first birthday party at Jalan Duta. honestly i don't know what to buy for her birthday! should i give angpau and let her parents buy whatever they want? 

alright, i'll be back. need to clear up those pending emails and quotations. daa! 

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Coming Home!

guess what human?! im coming home for this Gawai! wuhoo! but i have to go back alone since hubby might start working. i'll be back on 31 May 2013 by Air Asia, and please be good to me darling. i don't want to hear any flight delay or reschedule or what so ever. please please please im begging you be good to me!

talking about flight ticket, my granddaddy bought for me the ticket. i asked for his credit card early in the morning, and here's the ticket! thanks a lot baby! i love you so much granddaddy! i'll buy you something from KL. promise! 

alright i need to finish up my pending files, being a reservation officer is so tiring but then it's fun! bye! see you guys later :) 



Monday, May 6, 2013

untuk kamu sayang!

a song by Wali Band, entitled doa untukmu sayang. i wish to sing this on my wedding day soon. God willing in 2 years time, God willing, Amin! 



kau mau apa, pasti kan ku beri
kau minta apa, akan ku turuti,
walau harus aku terlelap dan letih,
ini demi kamu sayang

aku tak akan berhenti, 
menemani dan menyayangimu
hingga matahari tak terbit lagi
bahkan bila aku mati,
ku kan berdoa pada Ilahi,
tuk satukan kita di syurga nanti

tahukan kamu apa yang ku pinta
di setiap doa sepanjang hariku
Tuhan tolong aku, tolong jaga dia,
Tuhan aku sayang kamu Ikhmal

aku tak akan berhenti,
menemani dan menyayangimu
hingga matahari tak terbit lagi,
bahkan bila aku mati
ku kan berdoa pada Ilahi,
Tuk satukan kita berdua di syurga nanti. 

dengan izin dan restu dariNya,
kita akan terus bersama selamanya :) 

Sunday, May 5, 2013

It's Almost There!

hey! it's May and hubby is turning 22 soon! what shall i plan for this year? i don't think that he'll be surprise since for all these while asyik ambush je! =D

hurmm.. im planning to order an ice cream cake for him but then where should we celebrate it? i think i should ask for my friend's help! what if we go to redbox? party for 3 hours then continue at Tasik Titiwangsa, then just wait for the pak guard to chase us out from the taman and we'll protest and start to post it on facebook? hahaha! wait, guess what? workers can get paid leave or replacement day off, says D-G. i read the article this morning. but then our boss refused to approve the replacement leave. see? how stingy you are! some more you guys go and support DAP.  

i kept few photos of hubby's birthday cake since 2010 until now. 

 his 19th birthday cake! 

hubby's 20th birthday


and last, 21st birthday cake! 

i'll update few more next week.! 

Pilihan Raya Umum Ke - 13


hi semua! mesti semua news feed kat FB tgh hangat cite pasal PRU kan? tu lah, sya pun tak sempat nak daftar undi tahun lepas. yang pastu nak balik sya nak daftar, sy nak pastikan negara sy dipimpin oleh orang yang berkaliber! Gay2 ni tak main. oopss sorry! yelah org PR agresif sangat kan? =D
cite pasal PRU ke 13, pergh punyalah lama sya tgk tv dari jam 8 sampai lah ke pukul 2 pagi. semata-mata nak tengok results. yang pasti, Kedah berjaya dirampas BN! yeah! tahniah! cuma sayang, Selangor, Kelantan & Penang masih kekal dibawah Pakatan Rakyat. mesti ramai org pelik, kenapa sya sebagai non muslim sokong BN. lagi2 org swk, byk sebab. sy tak nampak lagi bukti kejayaan Pakatan Rakyat. kalau betul kamu semua sayang Islam, kenapa kamu semua tak pertahankan kalimah Allah? itu dah satu hal yang membuatkan sya musykil. kata politik bebas nak berbahas kan? so ni blog sy, sya nak luahkan pendapat sya, tak suka boleh berambus. tak kesah lah korang nak ckp sy ni apa. 

sebagai bumiputera, kalian tak rasa yang manifesto mereka ni mengarut ke? cakap Malaysia dah ke arah korupsi. tapi mana korang cekau duit nak hapus PTPTN? kalau pakatan menang lah according to their manifesto. mana korang dapat duit? ini yang BN suruh bayar PT korang blh ckp ke arah korupsi, rasa-rasanya korang tu memang ada masalah  otak. tu yg suka guna kekerasan nak memprotes! ntahlah malas r tgk korang dok memaki kat facebook tak dapat ape pun. o yah, kepada Barisan Nasional! congratulations!! saya sayang PM! wihuuu~ ever since that you won in Sarawak, so please.. tunaikan apa yang dah dijanjikan pada rakyat, buktikan pada mereka yang kamu boleh! go BN! highway pan-Borneo kan korang janjikan? alright i'll wait for it. bantuan upgrade ke RM 1200 kan? saya tunggu! buktikan pada orang-orang Bersih yang kamu boleh! 

k lah. nak buat quotation balik. :) 



Friday, April 26, 2013

PR vs BN


hi semua! cuba tgk kalendar, perasan tak tarikh mengundi semakin dekat? bila fikir balik sya nyesal jugak sebab tak sempat nak daftar mengundi. bila buka facebook, kadang2 mcm frust jugak tgk ramai kwn2 yg dibutakan dgn janji palsu pihak pembangkang. sya bukan nak ckp UMNO tu baik, sya tau gak memang dorang ni BIAS sgt, orang bukan Melayu takkan faham sebab UMNO ni berat sebelah. so siapa-siapa yg Melayu takkan rasa keberatsebelahan dorang tu. betul ke ayat? lantak lah janji sya rasa sya ada hak nak bersuara dan luahkan pendapat pasal PRU13 ni. 

okey first kita cerita pasal turunkan harga kereta, daripada PR turunkan harga kereta dan menambahkan lagi kesesakkan jalan raya kat tgh2 KL ni, lebih baik naikkan lagi taraf kemudahan awam mcm monorail, LRT.. org2 PR tak naik monorail ke pagi2? punyalah sesak sampai orang berpusu-pusu main tolak-tolak. apa kata kita tambah gerabak? or tambah bilangan monorail masa peak hour? bukan ke tu lagi senang? mcm sya duduk kt Cheras. kadang-kadang lambat dapat bus, dapat pulak bus penuh sampai kena berdiri. orang tua pun kena tindas. sebab apa? sebab penuh sangat. cuba kalau tambah bilangan bus, kekerapan sampai etc. bukan ke tu lebih menyenangkan rakyat? ok korang nak turunkan harga kereta. boleh. lepas ni makin ramai la rakyat Malaysia bawa kereta. satu keluarga je sampai 4 - 6 buah kereta. motif? lepas tu tambah jam dekat Bukit Bintang, semua orang sampai office lambat. nak mcm tu? tgk parking kt kondominium. satu rumah satu lot tapak je. mana lebih? kalau dh semua nak beli kereta ikut janji korang tu mana orang nak letak kereta? bila dah berebut, ambil tempat parking orang, boleh buat gaduh tau tak? belum apa-apa lagi manifesto korang ni dah ada kesan buruk. sya bukan nak condemn kan PR tapi bila fikir dah setengah abad dah BN pegang Malaysia, dan syukurlah kami sebagai rakyat bumiputera tak pernah pun ditindas. oke je selama ni sya hidup ngan orang Melayu?

okey second, kita cerita pasal pemansuhan PTPTN & free education till university. boleh tak bagi idea lagi bernas? korang memang fikir ikut kepala hangin korang je kan? perkara berlaku depan mata sya kot. dah pinjam ni PT sampai 60k++. ada je kawan-kawan sya yang tak habis belajar. ini pinjam ni masih tak reti bersyukur, kesian mak ayah kat kampung tau harapkan kejayaan anak-anak. itu sekolah berbayar ok. just imagine kalau tukar jadi free education? nampak gayanya makin ramai lah budak-budak lagi-lagi zaman sekarang. apa dorang kesah kan free edu? lantak r. bukan duit mak bapak dia yang bayar. yang duit mak bapak dia bayar pun ramai je yang tak habis belajar? ramai je tak pandai hargai. disitu dah nampak dah manifesto korang tak boleh pakai. cita pasal nak hapus PTPTN, korang nak bayar guna apa? mcm mana generasi akan datang nak sambung belajar? guna pocket money penyokong korang ke? aku nak tengok gak. setiap kejayaan perlukan pengorbanan yang tinggi. same goes to education. nak dapat segulung ijazah perlukan duit, perlukan belanja. nanti bila kita dah berjaya kita akan dapat lebih banyak lagi dari yang kita keluarkan masa belajar dulu. faham tak? tolonglah korang buka minda tu luas-luas. jangan nak jadi lurus bendul! cukuplah kerajaan janji nak hapuskan bunga kalau kerajaan menang kali ni. ringan juga beban kami. sekurang-kurangnya nak bayar PT ni pembangking semakin para mahasiswa tau utk belajar dgn tekun supaya usaha mereka membuahkan hasil! kalau semua nak free semua orang jadi lupa diri oii. harini bolehlah cakap saya sayang pm. besok bila dah senang? sendiri org Malaysia kan? tau kan otak rakyat cam mane? =)

okey third, Wifi free. korang nak bagi Wifi free kat merata Malaysia ni buat apa? supaya rakyat makin sibuk nak update status kat facebook? semua nak online 24jam? orang bujang boleh lah weyh. korang bagi free mcm ni boleh menyebabkan keretakan rumahtangga tau tak. kalau dah bini dok online je hadap wifi free. ingat ke tanggungjawab sebagai isteri? cuba buka paper, berapa banyak kes dah kat bumi ni "facebook punca penceraian". ini ke yang kamu semua nak? nak tengok kehancuran rakyat sendiri? mungkin ada lah benefits untuk certain people kan sebab senang nak layari internet kat mana-mana. kalau sya pun sya nak kan takyah sibuk nak bayar broadband. kalau dah semua free, bankrup lah maxis, TM net etc tu. see? kan lagi satu keburukan? hurmm.. suka hati korang lah yer. sya pun tak tahu nak cakap dah. tengok makin ramai pengikut korang. 

okey fourth, isu kalimah Allah. sebagai parti yang kuat dalam agama Islam, kenapa PAS izinkan orang bukan Islam menggunakan kalimah Allah? ya sya tau sya bukan Islam dan sepatutnya sya sokong penggunaan kalimah Allah. cuba letak diri kamu di tempat orang Islam. menurut kepercayaan agama Nasrani, Jesus Christ merupakan jelmaan Tuhan ataupun anak Tuhan. itu kepercayan Nasrani. tiba-tiba agama C ni pulak pakai nama Jesus Christ tapi sebagai dewa perang. tidakkan kamu sebagai kaum Nasrani merasakan "hey! dah takda nama lain kamu nak pakai?". orang-orang bukan Nasrani dan bukan penganut agama C boleh salah anggap dengan status sesebuah nama tersebut. faham tak? dulu sya sokong jugak penggunaan nama Allah dalam agama lain. tapi bila sya cuba fahami, sya faham kenapa orang Islam tak bagi orang lain guna kalimah agung tersebut. ya memang menurut Islam, Yahudi dan Nasrani merupakan ahli kitab dan berkemungkinan besar ketiga agama tersebut menyembah Tuhan yang sama. tapi konsep ketuhanan antara 3 agama tersebut adalah BERBEZA. please take note that it's different. faham? sya bukan nak boikot agama sendiri cuma sya nak kamu semua fahami kenapa ramai orang Islam tak bagi pengunaan kalimah Allah. tapi kenapa parti kuat Islam mengizinkan? adakah kerana kamu inginkan pangkat dan kuasa? Allahualam. sya pun tak tahu. cuma kamu yang tahu jawapan yang ada dalam diri kamu. betul tak? kalau kamu sayangkan Islam. kenapa kamu menggadaikan kesucian Islam? kalimah Allah exclusive untuk orang Islam sahaja. it's fair and square mereka tak pernah guna nama dewa/Tuhan agama lain dalam Islam. kenapa agama lain tak boleh bagi laluan pula? saya tak berniat nak menghina agama sendiri tapi saya ada alasan yang kukuh. in case nama Mother Mary digunakan dalam agama Hindu tapi sebagai dewi cinta yang punya banyak tangan dan ajaran beliau berbeza dengan Mother Mary versi Nasrani, sya pasti mesti ramai yang mempersoalkan perkara itu. :)

okeylah, sya pun penat nak luahkan perasaan. apapun good luck to all of you, fikir masak-masak sebelum mengundi. fikir masa depan kita, generasi kita dan wawasan kita. Malaysia yang huru hara? itu yang kalian mahu?

selamat berhujung minggu! :)

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Should I?

as time goes by, i still haven't book my flight ticket to Sarawak. i told my grandparents that im not going back if i don't have enough cash to purchase it. papa promised to sponsor me the return ticket. but then, how i am suppose to explain it to my grandparents? for sure they'll scold me like hell! hurmm.. so how? should i keep it as a secret? don't you feel that it's weird when you have to hide something about your biological father from your grandparents? is there any rules in this world saying that it's wrong to be good with your own father? i don't think it's exist. even if you drag the case to the highest court also, i have my right to meet up my father. isn't it? but the problem now is, my grandparents are both annoying! seriously pissed off! they really love to fight and argue with me. do you think it's fun? hell no! 

alright back to ikhmal's case. so far my family haven't give him a call even though Joanne told me that my granny took Ikhmal's contact number from her during the graduation day. i was wondering why she wanted Ikhmal's number?  you feel to threatened him is it? or he is one of your biggest threat in life? come on, hubby is not a terrorist. i know him well. please stop all your negative ideas, could you? you won't feel satisfied unless you forgive yourself and ask for sorry to all those people you have scoffed before. this is what lives all about. let's bury the hatchet and we start a new life. isn't it better for our future? am i right? no. i know that i'm always wrong in your eyes. hurm. ok fine im giving up! argue with you won't settle the conflict. 

okey lah i have to go now, have to key in the stupid hotel rate in the stupid system.