The confession of an out wedlock child

I used to be a baby without knowing who her father was;

I'm an independence toddler who woke up in the morning without her mother by her side

I am the child who waited for her father to fetch her up at the playground,

but in the end, no one appears.

I am the small girl who run to the entrance of kindergarten on her graduation day,

hoping that her parents smile towards her, but there's no one there.

I am a teenager who dreams to share her first love story with her mother, but then her mother never listen to her.

I am a lady who was trying her best to find her father after 17 years he left her,

But her father makes her upset.. and he don't even bother her.

I am a young adult who just finished her studies in the university, counting days to put on her graduation robe,

still hoping for her parents to give her a big hug on her convocation day,

However, non of them knows when did she finished her studies.

I am the person who smile towards her parents. no stop praying,

that some day, i will find my happiness.

AMEN.