Fairy Tales Story

Kepada gadis-gadis di luar sana,

Sepertinya kebanyakkan gadis-gadis di Malaysia menggemari novel-novel cinta seperti Ombak Rindu, Pergilah Sepi etc.. Pernahkah kalian terfikir bahawa jejaka kacak, kaya dan bergaya yang sering kali muncul dalam novel tersebut ada dalam realiti kehidupan anda? Pasti semua inginkan kehadiran seseorang seperti Hariz, watak dalam novel Ombak Rindu wujud di dalam realiti kehidupan anda.

Kadangkala aku juga terfikir, mungkin kah aku akan bertemu dengan seseorang seperti Hariz? Apa mungkin aku akan jatuh cinta dengan seseorang seperti Adam Mukhriz di dalam novel Adam & Hawa? Atau itu cuma rekaan khayalan para penulis novel? Aku terus mencari jawapan. Apa kata korang join saya? Kita masuk ke alam khayalan. Tak lama, Sy minta 10 minit je!

Just imagine, awk merupakan seorang gadis biasa yang berjaya memasukki universiti swasta yang terkenal di tengah ibu kota atas tajaan biasiswa. Bertemu dengan seorang anak orang kaya yang angkuh pada mulanya, but at the end, jatuh cinta dengan awak. mesti best kan?

sebenarnya tu sinopsis novel yg sy nak cipta. kalau dulu zaman sekolah menengah sy suka buat cerpen byk2 lepas tu bawa gi sekolah, excited tgk kwn2 meleleh2 baca. hahahahha

k lah sy nak tgk tv dulu. bye :)

private institute again!

Good morning!

By the way, I just want share the bad news with you guys, where I failed for the UPU application. No matter what happen, I thank God, cause at least I got Diploma in the age of 21! At least i have the foundation to survive in the future. True or not? Knock your head on the table if you disagree with my opinion!

Congratulations to my friends, those who managed to get the offer. Welcome to the university life! Huhu. To be honest, this is the saddest moment ever. However, God has his own plans for me! Hehe. Yah i’ll wait for Your surprise Father, so now i need to proceed to my plan B, whereby i pursue my studies in private university. Again?? yes! Again. yalah maybe IPTS is my destiny and thanks to them, at least they want to accept my 3.12 pointer rather than UPU. :D HAHAHAHAH. This is not humialition. But that’s the truth FYI. =)

Urmm so now which university shall i choose ? im thinking of back to KLMU or i might choose MSU in Shah Alam? Wah so far?? I try to ask for private transportation from my family. I’ll try my best to ask. But no promises. Since my grandfather is not in a good health so i don’t want to push them. =D

If i choose to study in KLMU, it only takes a year & 08 months for me to finish my degree! Sounds fast right? Shit i can imagine how fast am i over take all my friends especially Fiffy and Hansley! HAHAHAAHA. But then im interested for the campus of MSU. Wahh seems like you are in heaven when you see all the white new buidlings all around you. Pergh.. but i might choose KLMU, “kenali U di KLMU”. Hahaahah. Ok bye. That’s all for this morning!

If only..

If only i have one chance given by God to correct the past,

One thing that I wish to change is, not to know who was the person in my past.

Let me grow up perfectly as a young lady.

And if only I have the power to change anything,

I wish to change my family background,

I don’t ask for a broken family, but if this is the one that God gave me,

I am pleased to accept it.

If only i have time machine,

I wish to study hard.

If only .. argh.

Sudah Cukup Sudah Lyrics

this song reminds me of someone in my past. it's almost 3 years.

but everything were still fresh in my mind.

Sudah Cukup Sudah By Nirwana Band

inikah caramu membalas cintaku
kau nodai cinta yang ku beri
inikah caramu membalas sayangku
kau lukai sayangku untukmu..

teganya kau menari diatas tangisanku
kau permainkanku sesuka hatimu..


sudah cukup cukup sudah..
cukup sampai disini saja..
daripada hati gelisah
cintaku kau balas dengan dusta..

sudah cukup cukup sudah
cukup sampai disini saja..
daripada batin tersiksa..
lebih baik ku pergi saja..

t'lah berulangkali kucoba mengalah
ternyata sabarku tak berarti untukmu..

Hero Lies In You :)

Wish to sing this song to my dad, someday.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

[Chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long, road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

[Chorus]

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

The confession of an out wedlock child

I used to be a baby without knowing who her father was;

I'm an independence toddler who woke up in the morning without her mother by her side

I am the child who waited for her father to fetch her up at the playground,

but in the end, no one appears.

I am the small girl who run to the entrance of kindergarten on her graduation day,

hoping that her parents smile towards her, but there's no one there.

I am a teenager who dreams to share her first love story with her mother, but then her mother never listen to her.

I am a lady who was trying her best to find her father after 17 years he left her,

But her father makes her upset.. and he don't even bother her.

I am a young adult who just finished her studies in the university, counting days to put on her graduation robe,

still hoping for her parents to give her a big hug on her convocation day,

However, non of them knows when did she finished her studies.

I am the person who smile towards her parents. no stop praying,

that some day, i will find my happiness.

AMEN.

Easter!

an empty grave is there to prove, my saviour lives!!!

because he live, i can face tomorrow!

thanks for everything Jesus, i love u!!!

Unexpected!

It was a lame morning, as usual, bus delayed plus heavy jam in Pudu area makes me )*^(&^%&^$

Arriving office at 09.06 am, my tummy was so hungry by that time. i was thinking to take my breakfast before enter the office. but then, heavy jam in KL cancelled the plan. As usual i opened my emails and i saw nothing. yah it's still 0800am in Indonesia. we are an hour earlier than them.

I saw Christy and Jiayi were discussing something at the corner. I go to 7E and the end of the shop lot and as what Harisah requested to me, she want a bun with vanilla or chocolate flavour. i grabbed 2 of in the basket and when i turned, i saw someone! OMG!!

"you buat ape kt sini?". he stares at me.

"keje?",

seriously i was so shocked. we go outside and sembang2 for a while and finally i decided to go back to my office since it was almost 10am.

*u know who u are*

=D