i'm happy for u.

dearest "someone",

thanks for giving me such a great & wonderful life. Do take care of urself always. And remember, u'll always in my heart, though we're not that close anymore. whatever it is, just remember that, there will always be a place for u in my heart. Honestly it's hard for me but I'll do my best to forget every single little thingx about yew. I'm happy for u. yes I do though I'm crying inside. Promise me that ur not going to hurt her. make her happy. I'll pray for your happiness. yah sure.. the lyrics below always reminds me at u..

meraung by newboys

menggigil tubuh ini, melihat kau bersamanya
tergamam aku tak terkata meraung dijiwa
puasku pertahankan, cinta kita sejak dulu..
tapi sayang sikit pun tidak,
kau hargai cintaku
sia-sia saja pengorbanan dan kesetiaan ku ini,
ku sangka kau permata rupanya duri paling berbisa
ku pasrah dan berdoa semoga tabah jiwaku
oh tetapi bagaimana aku lawan jiwa yang seksa
kemana arah hendak ku tuju
bila hatiku rindu padamu?
hendak ku cari tapi tak guna..
KAU BAHAGIA DENGAN SI DIA
di kamar sepi aku termenung...
terbayang bayang kenangan kita
tidak ku sangka kau tergamak pergi
saat ku masih perlukan mu...

meraung di jiwa
apalah daya kiranya, orang dah benci..