fuyooo, berhabok!! :D

hey peeps! i back! lallalaa.

bah bru ku prsan sebln dh ku x blogging OMG!!! ok btw ku dh sbln praktikal kt MP Travel & Tours SDN BHD, jln IMBI. so classmates & juniors aku kt luar ya pasni xyah tanya lg soalan ni ea? hehehe. so far okey lah prac situ & director pun offer aku stay kerja kt situ. okeylah. syukur Tuhan, rezeki ada d mana2 kalau kita cari :)

urmm. basically kerja ku situ bt booking & skrg tgh peak season bg pelancong India. so hari2 kena bt booking dr India, lagipun aku ditugaskn kt inbound department. mula2 mmg susah, files asyik bt salah je. tp okey sbb seniors situ rajin tegur, & kita harus berlajar dri kesilapan! hehehe. aku pn dh sbln berhenti kerja dri BEBE DREAM. thanks kt dorang btw, sepanjang perkhidmatan aku kt situ, dorang mmg terbaik! silih berganti jugak lah staffs kerja kt citu & finally it's my turn to quit~ hehehe

klu dulu aku takut nak brdepan ngan org. skrg aku dh hari2 betekak ngan org hotel + resort. hahaha. sbb ape? sbb depa ni klu kita minta fax kan pro-foma invoice hantar bila nak kiamat. bapak lembab! tp nak account bt cpt!! huhuhu.

k lah. i nak post yg lain pulak. daaa~ :)

please, stop abortion

Hi, Mommy.

...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.



You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.



Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.



Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.



I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.



Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?



You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?



It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?



I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.



...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!



Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!



Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.



Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!





I love you, Mommy.



Every abortion is just…



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.



If you’re against abortion, reblog

practical

hahaha. nak tau result exam aku x? meh aku tunjuk.

cost accounting - C+

Safety & security for tourism industry - C

MICE - B

CCT - B+

Human resource management - A-

so total up CGPA aku 2.89. harap practical karang dptlah ku topup buat 3.0 and above. a nilai jugak lah diploma aku ni karang. hehehehe. nak cari tempat prac mmg mak aii yobih payah alu jwak eah! sak ati ku mencari x jwak jumpa2. menghabiskan kredit je dok kol ckp takde3. aku dpt kat grand millenium hotel, tetiba kol Mdm Maryam dia ckp student tourism xblh bt prac kt hotel dah. kepala abah klmu tu!!! sabo jelah ku. nak x nak kena cari lagi travel agent. habis semua kt jalan imbi tu aku sapu. hahahah. last2 aku minta kat transtar travel and harini aku p interview so far ok lah just susah sikit nak cop sana cop sini kena patah balik kolej brapa kali ntah mcm lah aku hingin sangat tgk muka klmu tu lama2. duduk berejam kat admin tu kan, byk gelagat blh tengok. dengan mak bapak bengap nye antar anak p belajar kat c'tu. hang pa rasa lah apa kami rasa. hahahaha. ada aku kesah? janji aku dah habis aku nak blah jauh2 dari klmu tu. pahei dok?

admin siap ckp lagi "kami kt cni cuti 2 minggu sahaja compare dgn institut lain, mereka cuti sampai sbln. kt cni kta pentingkan kualiti pelajaran pelajar". FUCK lahhh~ diam lah sebelum aku jadi gangster belasah kepala korang.

Final

setelah 2 tahun 6 bulan menuntut di KLMU, tarikh 25 ogos menamatkan pengajian aku di situ dengan rasminya. maka kini aku sah begelar bekas pelajar KLMU. Cepatkan masa berlalu? Macam baru semalam je aku register kat Cosmopoint Sarawak. Banyak dh aku lalui kt KLMU. Menari, repeat papers, semua dah. Kena maki ngan lecturers. Kepada rakan seperjuanganku yang belum tamat pengajian, sy doakan korang semua berjaya & saya harap sgt2 dapat konvo ngan korang!! Yg nak pergi practical tu, Good Luck!!

walaupun dah tamat di peringkat DIPLOMA, perjalanan ku masih jauh lagi~ Doakan aku dpt melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat IJAZAH di UiTM Shah Alam. AMEN. Kalau ada rezeki lagi, aku ingat nak sambung MASTER in tourism kat University of Auckland, New Zealand. Itu pun kalau rezeki ada lah.

Lepas ni bermula lah hidupku yg baru, alam pekerjaan! aku tengah apply practical kat Asean Overland travel agency. harap2 dapatlah, AMEN. Semua dh sebok beraya, Ikhmal lagilah. Aku jugaklah tinggal sesorang kat KOLUMPO ni. Tapi takpe, Ahad ni aku jumpa dia yg tersayang kt Johor, dia pulak bile nak ikut aku bergawai kt Sarawak ea? HEHEHE..

Salam Aidilfitri

Salam Aidilfitri saya ucapkan kepada semua kawan2 seKLMU, rakan2 sekolah, keluarga dan kenalan yg beragama Islam. Semoga aidilfitri tahun ini memberi seribu makna kpd kalian semua. hati2 masa balik raya, ingat yang tersayang. time makan nanti jangan lupa sy yg kerja masa raya ni. hehehehe. buat yg tersayang, selamat ari raya syg! jumpa awk 4sept ni kt kpg halaman awk, segamat, johor. :)

Mimpi

Tuhan, lenyapkan dia dari hidupku jika dia hanya muncul dalam mimpi malamku..

Tabahkn hati ini utk melalui hari2 tanpa dia lagi~

Tegaskn hati ini utk cukup kuat utk melihat dia bahagia dgn yg lain,

Hentikn mimpi2 ku tentang dia, kerna itu hanya menyiksa, bukan membahagiakn..

Tuhan, berikan aku kekuatan utk terus melangkah kehadapan tanpa dia

Berikan aku ketabahan jiwa utk tidak terus memikirkan dia.

Mimpi semlm ckup siksa bgku..

Sungguh ku tak kuat untuk semua ini..

Bisa lg kh aku menyentuh dia seperti dlm mimpiku,

Bisa lg kh aku melihat dia senyum seperti apa ku lihat dlm mimpi smlm,

Tuhan beratnya ku terima ini semua mimpi,

Sungguhku tak sanggup :(

Borneo Hornbill Festival 2011

Hey, these are the finalist for Kumang/Keligit & Keling Borneo Hornbill Festival 2011. First at all I would like to introduce myself, my name is FELICITY ALICIA JONES, I am 20 years, and I was born in Kuching but grew up in Serian. I am the eldest of 3 and I am currently doing my diploma in tourism management at Kuala Lumpur Metropolitan University. The reason why I’m here is to promote my culture especia

lly the Bidayuh Sadong community. I am proud to be one of the finalists tonight and it is not easy to be on stage and have to give speech in front of thousand audiences. That’s all from me, thank you!

This is how I am supposed to give speech that day. Lalalaa. Below are some of the pictures during that night and the winners as well. So check it out =]

finalists :)

Winners for the Grand Title are:

kecantikkan Gadis Sarawak yg TIADA TANDINGAN :)

Keling Borneo Hornbill 2011

Winner : Ricky Kimwah

1st Runner Up : Robson Jeelian

2nd Runner Up : Christ Sheldon

Kumang Borneo Hornbill 2011

Kumang IBAN

Winner : Veeky Leonora Andria

1st Runner Up : Sanddy Ngu

2nd Runner Up : Adelene Kavitha

Kumang Bidayuh

Winner : Delinda Griet

1st Runner Up : Christina Dana

2nd Runner Up : Frisca Freddy

Kumang Keligit

Winner : Cammielye Oliver

1st Runner Up : Joeyce Ing

2nd Runner Up : Janet Anthony

hey that's me!

Winners for subsidiaries title are:

Mr Photogenic : Mike

Ms Photogenic : Joeyce Ing

Mr Tourism : Ricky . J

Ms Tourism : Adelene Kavitha

Mr Favourite : Clement Redim

Ms Favourite : Joeyce Ing

Mr Brilliant Smile : Paren Nyawi

Ms Brilliant Smile : Felicity Alicia

Ms Personality : Corlina Shonna