my dream wedding

Here we stand today

Like we always dreamed

Starting out our life together

The light is in your eyes

The love is in our hearts

I can't believe you're really mine forever

Been rehearsing for this moment all my life

So don't act surprised

If the feeling starts to carry me away

On this day

I promise forever

On this day

I surrender my heart

Here I stand take my hand

And I will honor every word that I say

On this day

Not so long ago

This earth was just a field of cold and lonely space

Without you

Now everything's alive

Now everything's revealed

For the story of my life

Is all about YOU

For if you feel the cool winds

Blowing through your nights

I will shelter you

I'm forever here to chase your fears away

On this day

I promise forever

On this day

I surrender my heart

Here I stand take my hand

And I will honor every word that I say

On this day

I've been rehearsing for this moment all my life

So don't act surprised

If the feeling starts to carry me away

On this day

I promise forever

On this day

I surrender my heart

Here we stand like our plan

Please say you'll always look at me this way

Like on this day

I'll cry on my wedding day just because of this song! hahahah. Can't believe that he's mine forever. who's that man? Can I ask God? Who's my man? I can choose? Can I make my own decision? It's all in God's hand. I want a perfect wedding ceremony. Wedding theme? urrmm. better natural or just simple. color? Purple vs White! I'm going to find someone professional to design everything on that day, my big day. Dress? white in color! flowers? Fresh roses from Paris. hahahaha.

Venue? Catholic Church. Doesn't matter where, as long as it is a Catholic Church. Choirs, flower girls, friends and families from both side. Ring? white gold! it is a MUST! clamps bride? no one else, my sister, Fiffy ^^

Where to eat? Is that what we call eat? hahaha. Wedding dinner should be held in a hall, a big hall. urmm next? argh. I'm tired. stop here. I'll be back! XD

Our Father in 6 languages

Arabic

أَبَانَا الذِي فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ،

لِيُقَدَّسَ اسْمُكَ.

لِيَأْتِ مَلَكُوتُكَ،

لِتَكُنْ مَشِيئَتُكَ فِي الأَرْضِ كَمَا السَّمَاءِ.

ارْزُقْنَا خُبْزَنَا كَفَافَ يَوْمِنَا،

وَ اعْفُ عَنْ خَطَايَانَا،

فَإِنَّنَا نَعْفُو عَمَّنْ يُخْطِئُونَ بِحَقِّنَا.

لاَ تُعَرِّضْنَا لِلغِوَايَةِ،

بَلْ نَجِّنَا مِنَ الشِّرِيرِ.

Filipino

Ama namin, sumasalangit Ka.

Sambahin ang ngalan Mo.

Mapasaamin ang kaharian mo

Sundin ang loob Mo dito sa lupa para nang sa langit.

Bigyan Mo kami ng aming kakanin sa araw-araw

At patawarin Mo kami sa aming mga sala

Para nang pagpapatawad namin sa nagkakasala sa amin.

At huwag Mo kaming ipahintulot sa tukso

At iadya Mo kami sa lahat ng masama

AMEN.

Latin

PATER noster,

qui es in caelis,

sanctificetur nomen tuum.

Adveniat regnum tuum.

Fiat voluntas tua,

sicut in caelo et in terra.

Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie,

et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris.

Et ne nos inducas in tentationem,

sed libera nos a malo.

Amen.

French

Notre Père, qui es aux cieux,

Que ton nom soit sanctifié,

Que ton règne vienne,

Que ta volonté soit faite sur la terre comme au ciel.

Donne-nous aujourd'hui notre pain de ce jour.

Pardonne-nous nos offences

Comme nous pardonnons aussi à ceux qui nous ont offensés.

Et ne nous soumets pas à la tentation,

mais délivre-nous du mal,

car c'est à toi qu'appartiennent le règne,

la puissance et la gloire, aux siècles des siècles.

Amen

Chinese

我們在天上的父， 願人都尊你的名為聖， 願你的國降臨， 願你的旨意行在地上， 如同行在天上。 我們日用的飲食， 今日賜給我們。 免我們的債， 如同我們免了人的債， 不叫我們遇見試探， 救我們脫離凶惡。 因為國度、權柄、榮耀， 全是你的， 直到永遠。 阿們。

Russian

Отче наш, Иже еси на небесех!

Да святится имя Твое,

да приидет Царствие Твое,

да будет воля Твоя,

яко на небеси и на земли.

Хлеб наш насущный даждь нам днесь;

и остави нам долги наша,

якоже и мы оставляем должником нашим;

и не введи нас во искушение,

но избави нас от лукаваго.

Аминь.

temptation

besarnya dugaan. sumpah aku tersinggung + cemburu dgn sekeliling. semua org boleh perkenalkan pasangan masing2 dengan keluarga, terutama mak. tapi bukan aku. dan selamanya bukan aku. dari dulu sampai skrg, x ku pinta menyintai seseorang yg berlainan agama dgnku. tak ku sengaja cari yang berlainan haluan dgnku. Tuhan, tlglah aku :(

Tuhan, beriku peluang utk ku b'buat yg sama spt kwn2 yg lain. iri hati yg teramat sgt. apa kurangnya di mata manusia? sihat akal fikiran, tiada kekurangan. cuma dia seorang yg x seagama dgnku. tunjukkan aku bgaimana caranya aku bersama dgn dia dgn tenang tanpa memikiran akibatnya, keburukkan nya.

bingunggg!!! inginku lepaskan tp hati x berkenan. Tuhan bantui aku, tunjukkan aku jalannya supaya kami blh bersama seperti psgn lain, tanpa melukakan hati mana2 belah pihak. tanpa menukarkan apa yg telah termaktub. tanpa mengubah mana2 fakta dlm diri kami :(

x pnh ku pinta, semuanya akan berakhir dengan kesedihan yg memanjang. :(

hanyut by Faizal Tahir

Harus bagaimana lagi

Dan terus begini

Dengarkan aku

Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum

Salahku tetap salahku

Benarkan ku berbicara

Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila

Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu

Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu

Bagaimana ku nanti

Bila tiada mengganti

Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam

Hanya kau ku terbayang

Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka

Kamulah yang pertama

Tak mampu aku

Bayangkan

Hidup tanpa dirimu

Ulang Chorus

Aku memang bersalah

Selalu saja mengabaikan mu

Dan tapi dah ku sedari

Segala perit kau lalui

Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu

Aku bersalah

Selalu saja mengabaikan mu

Meninggalkan mu

Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari

Segala perit yang kau lalui

Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu

Bagaimana ku nanti

Bila tiada mengganti

Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti

Bila kau tak di sisi

Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

I'm Home!!!!!!!!!!!

* hey, that's my room! *

* my room *

* Gunung Santubong *

*AK5208 from LCCT to KIA *

Hey peeps! I’m home! The house was changed since I left home about 5 months ago. Everything was under renovation. And I love my room so much!! Purple in colour, I’ll buy all the decorations from KL. Just wait! Hehehe.

Elvira, my little sister was naughty.

Edric, my little brother, no changes. But everything is in God’s hand.

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There's a new application in Facebook where the users can make their own newspaper. so, my friends tagged me with those pictures of their own newspaper with idiot titles such as "budak gay kini temui pasangan hidup". let me show u some of the pictures I grabbed from my Facebook account.

Farewell 5th semester

merdeka!! yeaah!! i am excited to go home! it's a day more to go! just a day. lalaalaa. can't wait to see my little sister Elvira and also my baby Edric. Miss them!

I planned to go to Masjid India tomorrow cause mummy asked me to find curtains. however last night, my uncle in Kota Damansara called me and he says that Noel's text books was left there so he ask me to bring it back, and auntie Bibie is going to wait at the airport. so, I'll wait for Ikhmal to finish his last paper tomorrow about 1.30pm and straight away go to Masjid India. after that then i went back to KD and just ask Uncle Boy to sent the books to KTM station.

so home!! Wait for me!! I'll be back soon! yes, very soon!!!!!!!!

I'm going home, to a place where I belong :)