Bertemu kebahagian ka andainya kita berpisah

KEBAHAGIAAN DALAM PERPISAHAN BY SHAHIR AF8

Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang

Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih

Chorus:

Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya, apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan..

Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti

(ulang chorus)

Kebahagiaan.. dalam perpisahan..

"bila setiap perbincangan, menjadi perbalahan". lemah jiwaku seandainya aku kehilanganmu suatu hari nanti Zul meskipun setiap perbincangan kita berubah menjadi perbalahan.

I'm home!

owh yeahh POSTER khas dari aku! hahahah

At last, after almost 5 months.

Redbox mari!

my brother!

Flash mode

memori berkasih by Lan & Al

we're not couple. we're siblingan. LOL

LOVE her!

my abg & kakak marh :)

itu dia kau sya! nyanyi kau cia? bida juaa sora kau atuu! wakakak :D

[21 may 2010] Yes. 1 more paper left! I finished my Marketing paper at 11.30am. An hour early than the others. Well, I'm not cheating but I HAFAL everything. Amen, I wrote everything down, section A men tembak, Section B. Try to do my best, same goes to Section C. I chose no 1 and 2's questions. Easy for me cause I read my notes more than 50 times starting from 10pm last night till the next morning. And I am the 1st student who finished the paper in my class! I smiled at Azam, my classmate. Do the best denk, friends forever! I phoned Alya to remind her about our date! Karaoke mari!! I went to SOGO at 12pm. I booked a room for 2 at REDBOX RIA. She reached there at 3pm. My friend, Lan was there also. Last2 the 3 of us melalak together. thanks guys. Love yaa :)

Enough!

Yes, I read your text and I chose to ignore it. So stop sending me more! Do you understand? Stop bothering me. Please. I'm begging you please, stay away from me. I just want to be friend. You better do something just like what NASNMK did before. STAY AWAY from me. okey? Darr~

I'm tired. So tired. Huhu. Just coming back from TimeSquare with Lan, Arif & Imal. The movie was great. THE CRAZIES. God I can't imagine how am i gonna look like if i am one of the zombies! zomm..zomm..zommm..argghhh!! yes, 4 more days to go before I have to say GOOD BYE to KL for 3 weeks. Can't wait for it, 23rd of May!!

Dzul, he phoned me 2 hours ago. "brapa arh harga tipon rah KL? murah sik? mun murah hujung bulan abg bank in tlg belikan boleh x?". Okeyy bah kalu kau zul.. heeheheh.. what model you want? model ketA? model spendel? model bra? hahahahhahaaa!

1.37 am

It is almost 3 weeks, I didn't go to church after Easter. Lord, forgive me for my sins. I spent my hours with my studies and family, but not You. Why don't I go and spend just an hour with You Lord? HUH. Just an hour. 60 minutes. Not more than that. How STUPID am I Lord. Forgive me Father in heaven.

I can't wait anymore! 4 days more to go! I can't wait to leave KUALA LUMPUR. However, I'm gonna miss KLCC soon! 2 subjects more to go before MERDEKA! I finished my academic reading & writing at 3.45pm yesterday. Veejay asked Rachel, "where she want to go? why so fast?". Go back home lah V-J where else?

My new maxis phone, simple and cute Nokia 2630. I won't ask for something too "GEMPAK". It's enough for me. Simple. Just for messaging, calling and what else? Urmm I haven't explore the phone yet cause Nasir gave it to me yesterday after my english paper. *SAD* No memory card. Owh tedah kau sya.. It's okey girl. As long as it could help u to send messages. All right? Yahh All wrong. wakakakak!

Principle of Marketing & Mandarin 2. Final paper, Mandarin. It is so easy for me! Damn easy! I'll close my eyes during the examination and just right the answers down in 10 minutes time. Thanks Mr Ling for giving me FULL MARKS though I didn't come to your classes for almost 4 months! Honestly it was so bored. "ni you ji ge jia ren?". "wo? wo mei you jia ren oo. gan ma? bu suang? hahaha". Na just kidding! Anyway thanks sir for your mini text book but I don't need it. I'll give it back to you after the end of semester. k? PROMISE! :) LOL.

Autumn In My Heart - Owh no I'm addicted to you! I don't even know why I ain't LEJU after watching the movie more than 10 times! EUN SUH, you are such a brave girl. "ketabahanmu menawanku". hahahahahaa! SIN AE, get lost you bitch! I hate to see your face. TAE SUKH? My man. he's my man! Handsome, kind, funny, attractive. everything.

Rest for 2 days! Heaven! Good night!

selamat malam

3 years relationship. :) love u more & more each days!

thanks Mizie sbb tlg ku beli cake bg nya.

Selamat Harijadi syg. I LOVE U :)

Biarkan berlalu
Semua kepedihanmu
Lelapkan matamu
Biarkan mimpi membawamu
Ke mana kau mahu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah Dzulku,
Siang kan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam
Yang indah itu ada padamu
Dengan setiap impian dan harapan
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sygku Zul
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Kan ku menjadi pteri dalam mimpi-mimpimu
Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam Dzul
Selamat malam sayang


Selamat malam
Tidurlah Dzulku.

bermula baru semua utkmu :)

selamat harijadi Ikhmal.. God bless u always. :)

Academic Reading & Writing

I'm gonna miss you Miss Sundary! Thanks for everything and i hope that I will be one of your students next semester! Yippi! Kamal was not around this morning. Perhaps he went somewhere or terlelap or bla bla bla. We took pictures with miss at the end of the class and before that she gave us the tips for final examination. I promise to do my very BEST miss! Everyone loves you cause you're so sporting! LOL. My final reflection? Urmm.. I sent it to you this morning. Hehehe.. I'm gonna miss the "E-a-ea-O" session with you, and the final project presentation, the games, everything! And to my classmates @ my juniors, thanks for everything. Special thanks to Mahah Letchmy, yeahh my friend! She's kind! Rachel, Kamal, VeeJay, Azie, everyone! Gonna miss it. T_T

It's Rachel! My sabahan friend

Yeahh cantek, ENL210 class code D575

I'm gonna miss each and everyone of you. T_T

My 19 years old young man

A year has passed for you sweet heart,
and I'm here to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
what a wonderful person you are,
it means so much to have you in my life Zul,
you mean the world to me
LOVE u so much :)
thanks for everything.
happy sweet 19 sweetheart.
Love you always and forever!

ALICIA ♥ DZULKARNAIN =]

Jgn pulak ada yg terasa :P

Nama kau tak perlu aku sebutkan
Dari post shout out kau,
Semua dah terang-terang.
Aku tau kau ingin bercinta bah
Boh sengaut, ilek lok pok
Bak kata Liyana Jasmey,
"berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna"
Aku taklah jadi rebutan,
Sikdanya lelaki yang terpikat denganku,
Jadi jangan risau.
Aku tak kemanaa denk.
Masalahnya sekarang aku dah berpunya.
Bukan aku tak percayakan cinta,
Masalahnya cintaku kerap curang di belakang;
Macam yg nya polah kinek tok.
Jadi,
Hidupku kat c'tok sekadar cuci mata.
Chieh. Sikdalah cuci mata.
Biarlah cinta datang sendiri.
Study pun belom habis lagik bah.
Perjalanan ku jauh lagi.
Sangat2 jauh.
Bila ku dah berjaya kelak.
Time ya runding aok?
:P

LOL!!

Mother's Day

Ibu,

Bergenang airmataku

Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu

Kudusnya kasih yg engkau hamparkan,

Bagaikan laut yg tak bertepian

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan

Tidak pun kau merasa jemu

Mengandung dan mendidik kami semua anakmu

Dari kecil hingga dewasa

Hidupmu kau korbankan

Biarpun dirimu telah terkorban

Tak dapat balasi akan semua ini

Semoga Tuhan memberkati kehidupanmu ibu,

Ibu..

Kau ampunilah dosaku,

Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu

Restumu yang amat aku harapkan

Kerana disitu letak syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu

Mengajarku erti kesabaran

Kau bagai pelita dikala aku gelapan,

Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasih sayangmu.. Sungguh bernilai

Itulah harta..

Yang kau berikan.

Kasihani lah Tuhan,

Ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku,

Moga bahagia ibu di dunia,

Dan diakhirat sana

Happy mother’s Day to all mothers in this world. Today, I’m going to tell u a story about a person I called “mom”. I was born 19 years ago. I was born to this world without knowing who my dad is. Mom left me with her parents while she went to somewhere far away from me. She left me behind and never turning back. She wasn’t there when I took my FIRST steps. I said a prayer for her, wishing that an angel could send her back home. I always assumed you'd be there when I needed you. But it was only a dream. She gives me nothing. She feels that she has given enough by sending me to her parents. For me she will not going to do her best. She was not there when things go wrong. She won’t tell her friends that I am her daughter. I’m just nothing in her eyes. She tried to kill me by abortion. That’s the truth. I am your big grown up daughter, mom. I’ll marry to a man soon. I’ll have my own family in 7 years time. And I promised myself not to do the same thing as you did before. Happy Mother’s Day mom. Thanks for giving me chances to live in this world.

May, one of my favourite months

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

T.O Y.O.U.!.!.!.!.!.!.!

SELAMAT HARIJADI! =]

sheng ri kuai le!!!! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :

Effa Katrina & Dyg Maani [8^th May]

Mizi terlebih gago [9^th May]

Marlvin [11^th May]

Ikhmal [14^th May]

Nia John [16^th May]

Christin [19^th May]

Yus Lajib [23^rd May]

Xiao Yee [28^th May]

Dzulkarnain [16^th May]
selamat ulangtahun yg ke-19 chentaku!! :)

happy birthday!! May God bless u all always. Love u guys so damn much!!!

ALICIA ♥ KORANG BAH :)

Well Done Felicity!

Yahh. Next tuesday will be the last class for academic reading and writing 2. I was so happy cause I've done my slide, my presentation, assignment pokoknya everything. Thanks to my friends for your help. I can't wait to go back home and I'm excited to finish up my final papers. Serian here I come! Mish my hometown. Huhuhu..