Honey, this is for you!

"Your Love Is A Lie"

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you KISS when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when SHE TOUCHES YOU?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie

Your love is just a lie!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S : U can tell me that you went to plaza with no one
[but i can feel it]
u can tell me that your love is true,
but who's the girl with a long hair,
born in 31th of July 1993
inside your album's pictures?
U can tell me that I'M YOUR ONLY ONE
but who's the girl whom sent you a good night kiss every night?
u can tell me that u'll marry me
but how come u don't want to give me your phone
whenever we meet up?
Now you left her with all the memories behind,
and now she keeps on msg me,
and ask me to "leave".
and u look so innocent when i try to fix everything by myself.
014-8843423.
go on. call her. tell her that u need her.
i don't even know what to do now.
looks like i'm the one who make it goes up side down.
i'm tired. please.

Please lah~

post tok nang khas dipublishkan utk seseorang ya. bukan mok cari publisiti murahan. tapi kita kan manusia juak nak? da hati n perasaan. nama x payah lah tau sapa hoh? yg tau ya tauk dirik mpun. Boh gago.. camtok. baru-baru tok lah. aku kena wanted ngan no 014-88423** tok. malas lah aku mok taip habis2. kang malu nya klak nak? x perlulah kw ugut2 aku gya syg. aku tau ya kw bah.. kw mok lwn org nk lbih tua dari kw pahal? pa mslh kw? aku heran bah. benda dh lalu ya lalu lah.. perlukah kw ungkit2 balit? ngada jak form 5. berfikir kedak mbiak darjah 2 jak. perlukah kw klaie ngan aku gara-gara seorang lelaki? x professional langsung aieh. bukan kenyang pun perut kw nyumpah2 aku sundal lah, perempuan sial lah.. x payah bah kwu pdh Zul ya curang lah, ada gerek lain lah. aku ngan nya 2 tahun dah oii. berbanding dgn kw ya. sepatutnya aku nk ajukn soalan "apa kau mau dari aku?". bukan kw nok soal aku gya. sepatutnya aku nok padah "hubby putuskan ompwan tok". kw layak ka mok pdh gya? kw baru bercinta ngan nya sebulan jak. bukan bertahun2 kedak aku tok. kw majal suruh Zul pilih kw. aku sik kesah lah. lagikpun kw dah kelar jari nak? ingatkan kw dah 7 kaki ke bawah.. sik jwak owh? sorrylah. aku lama dh sik ganggu kw. tapi kw? still jwak ganggu aku. mun kw sik puas ati kami gk bersama, kw pisahkanlah kami. nya dekat juak dgn kw nektok kan? jauh ney rumahnya. agaklah. padah ngan nya kw mok ngan nya. aku x ksah bah. ambek lah nun. ambek lah kw JASAD nya. ambek nun :) mun ku dah polah salah ngan kau, aku minta maaflah banyak2. aku tok bukan lah sesempurna kw, sekacak kw, sepandei kw, seterer kw, aku tk nang bengap. mun kw rasa kw mok kembali kt nya. pergilah. tapi x payahlah kw memburuk2 kan aku depan soma org. kan? k pa mok kepo2 pasal urg? gago mok jaga tepi kain org, tepi kain sendiri tak terjaga. for what? kw ya mok SPM taun tok. cuba kw fokus blajar. kw ingat UPSR ka ya? daripada kw buang masa, marah2 nyumpah2 aku bait kw simpan kredit nk k kw sumpah ku ya k urgent ka. k? daripada kw gago sal laki tk bagus kw belajar. k? ADIOS!

talking to an old friend

Lekak balit kuliah jak semalam, ku terus relod and i was wondering "urmmm.. yao da gei shui hoh?". hah! maani! the 2 of us berborak nang kedak kami kt limbang dolok. pergh! damn mish her so much! alu lah kluar soma ceta2 calie dolok2 ya.. sampei x sedar jam pukul 6. mandi pon belum! do i care? ahaks! no.. as long as i can borak with her~

tapi pasal nok semalam ya nang cali lah maani. sal warga Indonesia nok Imigresen x smpat tangkap & hantar balit Indonesia ya.. pa pun harap gilak dpat jumpa kw ngan Mindy gawai kelak! dapat round2!!!

The green shirt

2 days before valentine's, i sent a present to him through pos laju. and next day, he told me that the present had reach Limbang aroud 2pm. capat juaa~ anyway, happy valentine's day syg.i love u so much dzul! :) and happy advanced 2nd anniversary.

Copy and Paste!

Today is the worst day for the whole week. I was so excited to send my 1^st assignment this evening. I sent it to Ali. About 15 minutes later, Miss June came inside and started to check each and everyone’s assignments. I was so damn nervous! “Felicity, tell me about what you’ve done in your assignment”. God! Bodohnya aku pelupa! I was “erm, erm erm.” “Copy and paste, aren’t you?” I’m screaming inside!! No I’m not Miss! No!!!!!!!!! It was so not me!! I’m not that kind of student lah!! OMG help!!! Luckily she didn’t manas-manas. Just a little upset because most of the students’ just copy and paste their assignments from the internet. Pergh! Thank God! Aiyak!

Chinese New Year is coming very soon. Kangennya with my family in Sarawak. For sure they’ll have a dinner on CNY eve. Wo yao hong pao. Ungaa! Still remember last time when I was young, my jiu jiu, wai gong, babuk gave me ang pau every time when I go to visit them, I’m happy. But now no more. Sobb2. While in school, almost every year we hias our classroom with the angpau, tanglong.. Mish that moment so much. Anyway, I just wanna wish my friends from Chung Hua Serian, and also my friends from SMK Tarat, SMK Limbang a Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fai Cai, Wan Shi Ru Yi!

My Valentine's Without Him

Im going to celebrate valentine's day without him for the first time in my life!! So sad. Last year, I spent the whole day with my cousin, Alicia Mindy and Dzul @ Limbang Plaza. But still, im waiting for Aveniues. Sobb-sobb.. This year, I'm going to give him something but I hope it can reach Limbang before 14th February 2010. Tapi ikhlas kah aku memberi? :( We had a fight few days ago. Im trying my best to understand him. GOD, please. Help me.

Haunted Universities

Pelajar-pelajar KLMU sekalian, bek bertaubat & jgn lah pegi PH bangunan havela.. lalalalala~

Thailand has an abundance of urban legends and horror stories about its universities. The movie tells of one main character that leads the audience into four different urban legends. The urban legends are experienced by different students, which are related to their fields of study. Watch how urban legends such as The Red Elevator, Vanishing Corpse, and murdered girl crawling to life to deliver food to a friend, among others, come to life in this horror movie.

Classification: 18PL
Genre: Comedy / Horror
General Release Date: 21 Jan 2010
Running Time: 1 Hour 47 Minutes,
Distributor: Ram Entertainment
Cast: Panward Hemmanee, Anna Reese, Ashiraya Peerapatkunchaya
Director: Bunjong Sinthanamongkolkul, Sutthiporn Tubtim

Hani Tarmizi

kata c'dak.. gadis Sarawak gatal burit.. padahal nok gi clubbing? 99% diorang..

hariya m.samad madah org swk diam kat hutan. plentey balit c'dak ya. auk bah nang mekrank diam kat hutan. dlm hutan pun dpt WiFi okey? buktinya?...

yes. itulah bukti betapa hebatnya line di celah-celah hutan...

tak guna otak kah? bongok dar jwak. sik mungkin lah org Swk diam kat dlm hutan. FUCK OFF~

Aveniues, this is for you

Kau Masih Kekasihku

by Kangen Band

Chorus:
Jauh dilubuk hatiku
Masih terukir namamu
Jauh didasar jiwaku
Engkau masih kekasihku

Tak bisa kutahan lagi angin
Untuk semua kenangan yang berlalu
Hembuskan sepi merobek hati

Meski raga ini tak lagi milikmu
Namun didalam hatiku sungguh engkau hidup
Entah sampai kapan
Kutahankan rasa cinta ini

Chorus

Dan kuberharap semua ini
Bukanlah kekeliruan seperti yang kukira
Seumur hidupku
Akan menjadi doa untukmu

Chorus

Andai saja waktu bisa terulang kembali
Akan kuserahkan hidupku ini disisimu
Namun ku tau itu takkan mungkin terjadi
Rasa ini menyiksaku sungguh-sungguh menyiksaku

Chorus

Jauh dilubuk hatiku
Kau masih kekasihku
[3x]

Semester 3

6 subjects for semester 3? OMG I'm gonna die very very soon. I was wondering how my last semester's results gonna be. Pergh! Marketing? "ntah pape!". I don't really like that subject. Sorry Mdm Aini. That's the truth. Huhuhu..

Malaysian Studies
Mandarin 2
Principle of Marketing
Domestic Tourism
Principle of Tourism
Academic Reading & Writing

Droup Dead Gorgeous? No? She's Not!

I don’t even know what is wrong with that girl. She’s my friend. First, she told everyone that she’s mixed [Japanese + Iban]. I was wondering. Is it true? Few months ago, she told me that she’s Iban while her mum is a Bidayuh from Bau. After that, she told my friends that she’s Japanese? And the latest one is, she’s Chinese! I was like, OMG that girl… Why so perasan?? You don’t have to tell everyone that ur Chinese lah Japanese lah what so ever lah if ur not! Please lah my dear. Everyone meluat to see you bah right now! And one more, stop spreading rumors about me lah. Cermin diri dulu lah, we’re just the same. Came from the same place, same city, same hometown. You don’t have to tell people that ur from international school if ur not!! Please lah, where got sekolah menengah antarabangsa? FUCK OFF lah u..

I don't mind if they didn't tegur me, I still can survive what? What is so damn special about your GENG till u "ajar" them to pulau me? Who are you? Angel of God? No ur not!! Excuse me? I don't think that ur GENG likes u okey? Few of them MELUAT and MENYAMPAH to see u.. Hehehe that's the truth my dear. Seriously I'm not jealous. No matter what happen, I'm proud coz my fans will always be more better than yours. Hohohoo.. Sorry lah Im not that kind of girl [yg suka ckp besar]. Enough my dear. Stop it. It's still early for you to taubat. Remember what our God taught us? "Forgive those who sins against us".

However, we'll wait and see. Who's gonna win in the end, TRUTH or your TELENOVELA?