meaningful lyrics (sis fiffy mpun)

Lyrics: Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why lyrics

Baby, won't you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes?
I don't won't to say goodbye to you.
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget.
But there is something left in my head.

You're the one who set it up,
Now you're the one to make it stop.
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now.
Now you want me to forget, every little thing you said.
But there is something left in my head.

I won't forget the way you're kissing,
The feeling so strong, we're lasting for so long.
But I'm not the girl your heart is missing.
That's why you go away, I know.

You were never satisfied, no matter how I try.
Now you wanna say goodbye to me.
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget.
But there is something left in my head.

Sitting here alone in the middle of nowhere.
Don't know which way to go.
There ain't so much to say now between us.
There ain't so much for you.
There ain't so much for me anymore....

gosh.. im missing you guys!

This coming Gawai will be the most tragedic Gawai for me. 1st, my 2 beloved sisters "very the far away" [copy ayat sis avy] from Sarawak (Fiffy in Labuan, while Manda in Penang). 2nd, im leaving Serian very soon. 3rd, my lesen P tergendala by that stupid instructor. 4th, im afraid that i can't go back here around August (KAYD) 5th, i heard my dad probably transfer to somewhere else soon.

im lonely! she is not around. ungaaaaaaaa!!

i am SAD

Gawai Dayak is coming very-very soon. suddenly, me teringat my cousin in Limbang, (alicia mindy) singkatnya waktu, gosh. how i mish her so much! but what can i do? our "ngabanging" memories during Christmas (08) still fresh in my mind. kedak smlm jak. huh. now, Gawai. but we're not there anymore (me & Maani). About Aveniues? i don't know where is he now. gosh.. honestly, i mish Limbang so much. limbang.. im missing you..

terbaik untukmu. understand?!

hey Zul! what is wrong with you actually?! i don't understand it. i just want the best for you my dear. that's all. and it doesn't mean that i am "queen control" or "a counselor" or maybe "a speaker". you know why i don't want you to MELEPAK? you're in FORM 6 right now. not form 1 or 2 anymore. but every time when i try to advice you, you keep on against me. against my idea, against my opinion. gosh. enough with my problems la, i beg u. please, don't do this. im tired with our relationships. I'm trying my best to understand you, but i can't. but it doesn't mean that i don't love you anymore. enough with my financial probs, my friendship, my personal probs, family, studies, and also my future. now, you. huh. i don't know where should i mengadu all my problems. and why must be me ngaku kalah all the tymex?

McDonald! im luving it!

hepp2! mC-D!
:D

ER09 [concert]

ahaks! hi there! here's the pictures during ER concert!

alleluia! the concert last night was so damn AWESOME! the people, light, singers, dancers, perfomers, the choirs, the empowered ministry, gosh. pokoknya awesome! i even met my sisters (avy, tata & megu) during the concert. sadly we people forgot to "click2" [ambek picxtas daa..] i havent upload the pictures (during concert) cause the camera is not around. but there's some pictures that i copet from the empowered ministry's website.

sweet 15 neil :)

hey Neil!!
happy birthday to you.
sorry can't go to your birthday party (tonight)
anyway,
have a nice day.
best of luck for your coming PMR,
&& take care!!

im yours!

Do you swear to tell the truth & nothing but the truth?
: tangga la lok
.
Who has your heart?
: zul kaliahhh
.
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
: kindaa.
.
Did you sing at all today?
: yeah!
.
When's the last time you cried?
: last night.
.
Last text from?
: Zul!
.
Are you scared of spiders?
: kindaa..
.
Who were you with last night?
: no one
.
What do you regret in 2009 so far?
: peristiwa 28Jan09?
.
Do you miss anyone?
: Yes i do. fiffy, niel, & uncle vianney!!
.
Do you curse a lot?
: yeah, cibai? pukimak? palat? haha.
.
Who was the last person on your bed, besides you?
: Sis Jasmine!
.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
: home
.
Who knows a secret about you?
: fiffy. maani. avy. manda n steve :)
.
Are you closer to your mother or father?
: both x
.
A friend that is a love/ hate relationship with you?
: no komen
.
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
: yes.
.
Have you been to Florida?
: o God how i wish..
.
When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
: yesterday
.
Does anyone hate you for no reason?
: urmm.. im not sure about that
.
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
: yes. yes & yes!!!!!!!!!
.
Do you say the word "stoked"?
: nope!
.
What jewelry do you wear all the time?
: Necklace
.
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
: sometimes
.
Who was the last person you were on the phone with and why?
: my grandpa. cause i ask him to buy reload card.
.
Do you like cats? Why or why not?
: no. n no thanks. ahaks!
.
Do you straighten your hair?
: nope?
.
Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with N?
: lg lagi N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.
Is there anyone in your life that you wish you were closer to?
: yeppppp!!
.
Do you like the ocean?
: yes..
.
Have you ever trusted someone you wish you wouldn't have?
: iyerp!
.
Have you ever done something you knew was wrong?
: yeah. :(
.
Are you listening to music currently?
: for surE!
.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
: no..
.
Ever been kissed under fireworks?
: wow.. no!
.
Where is the person you want most?
: i dont noe!!
.
Do you regret something you did yesterday?
: yes. :(

dearest parents, im leaving

Menghitung hari, detik demi detik. And I realized that im leaving very soon. Mum and Dad, please take a good care of yourself. To mum, take care of your health. Please, please and please, don’t forget to pray. I knew that you wouldn’t do that. Even though we’re not having a good relationship for this few months, I still want you to know, how much I care and loves you. I don’t mind if you wouldn’t "ngaku" me in front of everyone that I am your daughter. Nah. Don’t bother it too much. And to Dad, thanks for being such a good father to me. thanks for giving me a comfortable place to live, peaceful surrounding for me to study, and thanks for every single things that you’ve done to me. do take care of yourself. forgive me for all of my mistakes, forgive me cause using your car without Lesen P, and one more, don't forget your semayang. oh God, how I wish that this is only a dreams. hard for me to leave. sorry to my bro, Jayden Edric. for being an unperfect sister. May Almighty God bless you guys always, now and forever. AMEN.

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Dino in memory (5.5.2009)

arwah Dino

Tuesday. Fiffy and her father went to Kuching [cabut gigi]. Suddenly, I comes out with a brilliant idea! I ask Fiffy to fetch Niel in Tabuan Laru after her appointment with the dentist. It is more better if Niel follow the 4 of us mandi sungai the next day at Fiffy’s village [Bunan Gega]. Sadly, Fiffy sent me a text message says that Niel can’t join us. It’s okey. During night time, Fiffy fetch me at Lorong 1B. I taught the one that jadi driver was her sister, Irene. When I come in. Gosh! It’s Niel! Haiyaa wat suspen jak! Suddenly when we reach the gate. (sampei depan umh oredi + Fiffy yg drive) I heard “akkk akk akk akk akk!!!” OMG!!!!!! Fiffy ketabrakan her own beloved puppy! [black in colour]. Eventhough I hate Nino cause he loves to go into the house and run here and there + im scared of dog, I felt so sorry when I saw his condition. He was so weak after his right hand, patah tulang. Me and Fiffy didn’t see him at all when Fiffy go through the car pouch. He even bite uncle's finger when uncle try to sapu the ubat panas. c'dak put minyak and covered him with towel so that he feel more comfortable. It’s around 10pm when uncle “mengumumkan" Nino is officially meninggal. sobb sobb..

gosh..

Are you dating the last person that you kissed on the lips?

% no komen. hahaha!

What's bothering you the most right now?

% too much leyh..

Is there someone you will never forgive?

% yeah. maani, tau nak sapa?

What is the last thing that you put into your mouth?

% cookies

Do you think that you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?

% of course lahh..

Do you smile often?

% yeah. :)

Are you happy with the way that things are going right now?

% no. honestly im not. huhuhu..

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?

% yes. doi2. zul mish u so much! :(

Are you someone who worries too often?

% not really

What's the last thing that you laughed really hard over?

% when hoh? when Irene slh dgr 1 thing. adalah..

Do you have a bad temper?

% sumtymes.

Do you like someone?

% yah.. dzul! i like u! hakhak!

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?

% yeah. lampuh lampuh me :D

Where do you keep your money?

% underneath the table. chobiih! no lah..

Where did your last hug take place?

% Urmm.. adalah..

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

% for me, hide is more better.

Can you lick your elbow?

% cipet lah..

What were you doing at 10 p.m. last night?

% online (fs & myspace)

Do you sleep with the light on or off?

% on! im scared.. hohoho

Something you really want right now?

% new cellphone please!

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?

% too much..

Is the room you are in right now clean or a mess?

% super clean!

Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend recently?

% urm yeash.

Who is the first B in your contact?

% Beneddy Jone

Marriage in your future?

% dush. siktauk ku hesh

Ever turned a guy/girl down you shouldn't have?

% Never!

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

% nOpe?

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?

% both.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a L?

% L? no..

What side of the bed do you sleep on?

% urmm. what do u think?

When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?

% last 2 weeks

Are you lazy?

% yes i am!!

Are you stubborn?

% Yes i am!! :D

Which are better black or green olives?

% belak..

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?

% ahaks. stupid question

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?

% Yearp2! one of my tabiat..

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "A"?

% A? aveniues? yes.

Are you someone's best friend?

% yeah. :)

Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?

% not really lah..

Do you fall for people easily?

% no i am not!

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?

% yes..

Have you kissed somebody in the last 5 days?

% yes. my little bro.

What did you do last night?

% crying. chewah no lah

What were you doing at noon yesterday?

% llepak with Effa & Rehan

Have you been outside today?

% yes. later lah.

Are you wearing any jewelry?

% Yeah. necklace

Do you regret doing something?

% YES. YES AND YES!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you think anyone is lying to you right now?
% Yes.